KALA (:

2009-07-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

"You're still the one I kiss good night"

Helloooooooooooo

Its' JULY noww, another month closer to O's which is stressing me as each day passes !It's been more than a month since i last updated my blog! hahas. & im back updating now, i know its like finally ! hahas. anyway i'm sorry to those who were waitg for my postt (: was very tired and busy from my trip from Bangkok. anyway holiday was extended just for me due to th fact that i was back from a country that was badly affected by H1N1 ! should i be happy or sad ? hahas. was so shock to hear that i MUST be quarentine at home for 7 effing days ! anyway dont worry, i'm not that lucky to be affected (: i wasnt able to step out of th house as mention becuase MOE issue Leave Of Absence ( LOA ) to me ! so yes, i stayed at home and finished up all my undone homework during th holidays. & without fail, more homeworks were delivered to my houseee (: tomorrow would finally be th day i can attend school after 1 week ! damn happy (: but sad to say, there would be no more chances of me sleeping in th morning and waking up at around 12pm th following day ): Tests and mock papers are awaiting for us !

Tuesday-Mock exam for E-math Paper 2 & Social Study.
Thursday- Physics Test ; Chapter 1 - 6

okay, thats all for nowww (:

gg to study for those mock papers.

do keep my tagboard alive people (:

Hit me like a ray of sun

Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want

Think I'm addicted to your light

♥

2009-06-01T06:24:00.000-07:00

ITS JUNE, EVERYBODY !

okay, today's 1st of June which officially marks th Chinese O'level Mid-Year Papers ! frankly speaking, to me, this paper wasn't that easy even though alot of people are saying that it was managable. been preparing for this paper during th weekends and i really hope my effort is gg to be paid off when i recieve my result in a couples of months time. Thanks to M,S,Q,love and my girlf for guiding me on what to study for chinese during th past few days. so as i've mention earlier on, its th start of june which symbolizes alot of things ! firstly, its another month closer to O'level & its also our 1 month holiday ! but to those graduating classes, i dont think we can call it a holiday uh ? homeworks are awaiting for us to get it done, going back to school to attend extra classes, mock exam and also workshop is all schedule for th month ! i guess i'll spend my holidays doing pass exam papers of others school and also my revision for other subjects !

& there goes my homework list for th month, please take a look at it (:
& dont forget to wish me all th best and happy doing it!

Firstly, Kranji Secondary Emaths P1 & P2
Secondly, Jurong Secondary Emaths P1 & P2
Thirdly, ACS Emaths P1 & P2
Fourthly, Cedar Girls' Emaths P1 & P2
.......Bedok North Secondary POA P1 & P2
..........Commonwealth Secondary POA P1 & P2
...........Gan Eng Seng Secondary POA P1 & P2
............. Hong Kah Secondary POA P1 & P2
................1 Composition and 2 composition planning
.................... Geography revision notes on River & Coast
.....................Borders Perspectives Issue 3 & 4 (read & attempt qns inside)
......................2 English P2

okay, that all for homeworks ! finish gg down th list ?
guess i'll work had starting from tomorrow onwards !
Now is no time to think of what you do not have but to think of what you can do with that there is!

P.S. i'm sorry for what has happen tnight, its my fault
xoxo

2009-05-22T03:44:00.000-07:00

TGIF (:
thank god its friday !

basically, i'm now at love house blogging. so yeah, as i mention above, i'm very happy that this week has finally ended ! i've been dreading to go to school for th whole of last week and next week. you knw why ? because of th intensive mother tongue revision that my school has prepared for those graduating classes.16 hours of chinese for this whole week. 3 hours of chinese on Mon,Tues,Wed and Fri while on Thurs there was 4hours of chinese. i swear th lesson was damn dry ! first 2 periods and last period was all occupied by CHINESE!!! & guess what its officially about 9 more days to O level chinese. i'm really gg to study hard for chinese, i promise ! time managment from now onnnn.. (: next week would be normal lesson for th first two days while th rest of th days would be our mother tongue marathon again. okay, i'm gg to complete my chinese homework for now ! i've got so much to do, 2 compo and 1 letter writing ! jia you jia you :DDDD

anyway as for tday i was waitg for th last bell to ring impatiently while doing my chinese compo! went to catch night at th museum 2 with my classmate at jurong point. May and Rona didnt join us as they had something on ! what a watse man. anyway th movie was damn hilarious ! dont forget to catch that movie (: meet love right after that!

Bye for nowwwwwww (:
will be blogging more tomorrow.
homework,homework,homework
toodles!

2009-05-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

F. L. W.

F stands for Failure - person who does not succeed
L stands for Loser - person that fails
W stands for washout - One that fails completely.

these three pathetic words describe how i feel right now! dont bother askg me why becuase i'll just keep my mouth shut and i wont say a single word out. i really have no idea on what and how i should do. someone please save mee ! i'm not askg for a distinction, i just want a pass and i'll be satisfied with it. teachers have been coming up to me and askg me th reason why my grades are dropping so much ! you knw what, my grades are like those roller coaster ride in those amusement or theme park people usually plays. those rides which reaches the top of the incline, and roll free of the chain and are propelled downward by gravity through a series of drops, rises, and turns and that best describe my grades that are dropping from a great height at a fast speed ! without th teachers askg me, i'm alrd very disappointed as i reflect myself with th results i achieve. i'm not performing up to th standard i should be getting and th standard teachers have been setting for me ! failure is all i can say ! i'm feelg very vexed and dissatisfied. what th eff lahhh ! everytime i take a glance at my results, i feel so demoralised, seriously. & now that we're inform that there would be meet-th-parents session on 3rd June, you'll definitely, hundred percent plus chop, see me dead ! i guarantee all of those who is readg my blog ):

i seriously need to reflect on what i've been doing since 2009 has started !
i need someone to motivate me
i need someone to cheer me up
i need someone to help me stand back on my feet becuase i'm too weak to do it alone
i need someone to show me th route that i should be walkg/heading to because i'm lost
i need someone to be there for me when i fall.

2009-05-14T10:06:00.000-07:00

I ♥ FREEDOM
I ♥ FREEDOM
I ♥ FREEDOM

Today marks the last day of the mid year examinations for all jurongville secondary school pupils ! its th last day, should we call it a celebration uh ? MYE's FINALLY over after so much stress and those late night that i have been burning midnight oil due to my last minute revision !. but its not all over yet, O level chinese & Science Mock papers are coming up during th june holidays. anyway th last papers for tday, Science Paper 1 & 2, wasnt really well done. science paper 1 was still managable as it was MCQ's, and if i was really at my wits end, i could still used elimination method for those choices given. science paper 2 which was physics was killing me ! didnt expect it to turn out so difficult, had a tough battle agasint it !

Well, all i know now is that I can even predict that all my results are gg to be extremely bad & i really mean bad ! dont even dare to think of th consequences when my parents see my report card ! but there's no point crying over a spilt milk, we must face th music ! anyway, been counting th number of subjects i take which is a total of 6 and i've predicted that i'll only pass 1 subject ! hahahahahahs, what a joke. how am i gg to do well for O's ? bet people dont even believe that i'm actually an O'level student this year ! i guess th day i receive my report book is gg to be a nightmare for me ! hahas, i guess th only thing now is that i must stop my last minute revision before its too late! hahas. my friends and i are even thinkg of buying a shredder ! hahas, okay, thats super lame ! whatever (:

after which, me, shelly, may & xinying went to jurong point to catch " The Uninvited." before that went to grab lunch at lai lai kitchen then to harris for 1 hour and to popular for another 1 hour ! how pathetic right ? we needed to waste time so as we were so bored of walkg around jp, we had to occupy ourself by gg to bookstore ! lols. i'll rate th movie 3 out of 5 ! but nevetheless, i had a great time with my friends.

nothing much happen this week as i only attend school 2 days out of th 5 days ! (:

bye, for now!
do keep my tag board alive ppl (:
xoxo

2009-05-06T09:31:00.000-07:00

E-Math & POA = F9
okay, its obvious about what i want to post for tday !

went to school and sat for both E-math and Poa paper 1 tday. E-math was really driving me insane ! those calculation and formulas are killing my brain cells ! When th teacher announced th start of th paper, i was so excited to see th types of question that would be asked ! i smiled happily to myself after seeing th question on page 1. everything went smoothly for that page and as i flipped open th next page, th question were getting more and more difficult. I told myself that it was okay and that i should stay calm and skip to th next question. but guess what, after lookg at th next question i cant help myself but to say,"Okay nevermind, skip first, next question. this phrase was repeatedly said until there was no more next question,I was already on the very last page. it was written at th bottom : end of paper ! how wonderful can that be ? I looked back at what I have done. & OMG, I only managed to complete 1/3 of the paper. how pathetic right ? counted th question i left blank and it accumulated to a total of 30 marks ! wtf, have i been doing ! th total mark for that particular paper was over 80 ! stared at th clock and i was left with less than 15 minutes ! tried to applied whatever i learnt to those question that was left blank earlier on. manage to scribble something on those blank question. pheww !

Poa paper 1 was up next and it lasted for 1 hour ! surprisingly, i finish th paper within half an hour ! hahahas. LMAO ! you must be wondering why ? let me tell you something, its because i only know how to do 1 pathetic question ! YES, WELL DONE KALA, IS ALL I CAN SAY !

chemistry for nowwwwwwwwww.
toodles xD

2009-05-05T22:02:00.000-07:00

P-a-t-h-e-t-i-c !

4th May 2009, Monday !

only th word pathetic can describe my feelgs for th whole day ! had both english paper 1 and 2 and also chinese paper 3. i did my englsih paper 1 pathetically ! what th fcuk. police report was manageable except for th composition part ! i was in a dilemma. i didnt know which question to choose among all th 5 questions ! its was a killer to me. i ended up choosing to write about friends. though i got alot to write and describe about th types of friends i have and everything, it was too sudden that i dunno where i should start writing and all which made me like a fool. i finish my composition super fast which lead my compo to have a length of half a side of a foolscape ! tell me how well i can score and how wonderful is that ? everyone wrote more than one side of th foolscape while i wrote only half of a side ! damn cool ! Paper 2 was much more better than I expected as i thought it would turn about to be a disaster too, but luckily it was not that difficult. both th passage was about plastic surgery. Passage A was alright but not B as it was mainly for summary. hahahas. after that had chinese paper 3 in th hall. I wasn't paying any attention to the text and anyway, I won't care for the result as I know that I have alrd scored very badly for both paper 1 and 2. so, my results are predictable.

5th may 2009, Tuesday !

so yeah, all i can say is all my hard work was paid off ! wheee (: you knw why ? becuase i was stress out th day before ! after spending a hour to memorise just waterfall, i'm happy that it came to a point that i was able to answer one of th question while th rest of th question was also manageable as i tried my best to recall what i had studied ! Social Study was also manageable except for source based question ! hahahas. just hope to see a good grade for combined humanities.

okay, guess i'll end here !
gg of to revise for both my e-math and poa (:
muggg hardddd

2009-05-03T21:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MAY CHUA JIE MIN (:
may your days ahead be filled with happiness, laughter and may all your wish come true ! (: its been a great time knowing you and being your friend ! you never fail to make my days, together with th rest of them ! i love you all ♥ though its alrd in th mist of MYE, i would still want to wish you all th best. you can do it xD let's study hard and chiong together for O's kay ?! no matter what th outcome will be, whether its good or bad, i'll always be there for you ! we're in this together uh ! let this MYE be our nightmare and wake us up from our dream and let's chiong after this. th time we spent studyg and going so crazy will never be forgotten. th best part might be that particular distance from our school side gate to th bus stop yeah ? thanks for all th laughter and motivation ! (: go out on markg day yeah ? & hope you like th lost and found item we found for you ! luagh out loud :DDDD

love ♥♥♥

2009-04-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

GG, Good Game !

so school was per normal just that i was caught wearing a coloured socks to school and so i ended up wearing school shoe without socks fr th whole day! how pleasant was that ? right after school, went to have duck noodle with a group of wonderful friends. i really love being with them becuase i'll never fail to laugh till my tears drop. th cheena auntie had poor attitude and service ! walked back to school and sat on the red tables, to wait for the time to pass. & for no reason, May and I started going hay wire. we were laughing like those mad woman. my friends who were there suggested that both me and May should be sent to woodbridge hospital ! rofl :D

Had english oral after that and i screwed it ! Unbelievable, isn't it!? wtv. those people who were in th same group as me count themself unlucky to meet such an invigilator, who doesnt open her mouth ! what-th-fcuk right ? & for th picture description, i actually describe th people's facial expression and she still got th cheek to ask me again before moving on to conversation which means she wasnt paying attention to me ! what kind of attitude was that ? see her face alrd sian 1/2.

& thanks May for th encouragement in your blog ! i wont let you down. cheyy !
DUTCH MAN ! DUTCH MAN ! THREE KIDS ON RUN WAY ! HAHAHAHAHAS.

Went to jurong point MacDonald to meet up with Alicia Lim after my oral ended ! have been gg to study with her recently & of course i did enjoy myself, i guess she did enjoyed too! hahas. she damn damn wild. so yeah, reached there and we were lookg at her to study ! thn alicia decided to eat something. so we both went to order something to makan ! friend who was busy eatg her dunno what meal because by th time i reach, what was left was french fries. after her friend left we started studyg ! took our math homework and after trying so hard, wrong answers and mistakes are all i got. was fcukg sianz. so decided to take out my geography (: continue with my geography while she continued with her math ! silence for a moment & alicia notice that i wasnt actually studyg but writing my thoughts and feelgs. she started to snatched my book and vandalised my page ! wah lao, feel like slapg her ! hahahas. & we started playing instead of studyg, somehow ! so we slacked till 9plus thn went home (: lols.

2009-04-24T07:47:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG !
Tday,yes tday's th start of Mid Year Examination
& its also SOMEONE'S birthday !
what a day man ! HAHAHAHAHA (:

first of all :

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO LXY, lee xinying (:
Girlf, what a great day to start with MT Paper uh ! th subject i dread on most. may your days ahead be filled with happiness & may all your wishes come true. let's study hard and chiong together for O's kay ?! no matter what th outcome will be, whether its good or bad, i'll always be there for you ! we're in this together uh ! th time we spent studyg and getting so crazy will never be forgotten. especially those times when we would usually visit John Little everytime after our study session end just to get th sample of perfume you like. though i go to school everyday with you i still miss you alottt (: touched or not ? lols. hope you like th present we bought for you and lets go out and celebrate after our MYE.
♥♥♥

Okay, talkg about MYE, i guess i screwed my chinese paper AGAIN! & yes i emphasis on th word "again", because i can never do well for it despite how hard i try! i didnt manage to complete paper 2 beucase i was rushing agaisnt time ! so wonderful that i left 20 marks blank ! & i really mean blank ! Paper 1 was alright except for letter writting. didnt know what to write so i alrd thought to myself that i'll score for my format instead of content. but dont worry, i'm not gg to give up ! hahahs, school value, perserverance ! laugh my ass out xD. i'm gg to start working real hard and no more procrastination,idleness and laziness!

People, motivate me, please !

2009-04-23T07:14:00.000-07:00

MIA. ( MISSING IN ACTION. )
so yeah, i went MIA for th past few weeks uh!
did anyone miss me ? hahas, dont think so uh !
but whatever, lets get straight to th point.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO TanBoonHwee ♥
may your days ahead be filled with happiness & may all your wishes come true.

its been nearly 5 years from that day when we never thought of talking to one another. initially we were strangers and we became closer as each day grew. i never regret getting to know you becuase you were th one who shower me with your care. though recently, we've been moving on with our own life, neglecting one another, but neverthless, i still care for you, deep inside. Knowing that you're having hard time in your poly life, i just want to let you knw that. i'll be there for you whenever you need ! i'm just a call away.

i miss you alottt ♥♥♥♥

meet up real sooonnnnn (:

okay, i got to revise for my chinese MYE tomorrow

& not forgetting that whole stack of homework that awaitg for me.

blog more tomorrow (:

2009-04-17T22:24:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2009-04-03T02:33:00.000-07:00

BACK!

didnt come online for some reason so it was why i didnt do any update on my blog. well, i'm only gg to do a brief summary on a few events that has been happening for th past few days.

30th March; Monday!
As its monday, th school routine starts again and it continues for th next 5 days. & th routine goes like this, wake up early, go to school, attend lessons, followed by remedials or practicals after school for an hour or so. & those class test is driving me insane.

Take Flight programme was conducted tday instead of attending liveskill. i must say that i just love this programme & it was marvelous tday.Funny.Taught us some way to memorize things and it was quite easy to memorize after those techniques thought. English Mock paper 2 screwed up today.What The Hell... i fell asleep while reading th passage, whatever ! th weather was so nice for sleepg plus th passage was so profound that i couldn't even understand after reading it for so many times, who wouldnt sleep right ? & eventually, i gave up.

1st April; Wednesday!
okay, tday its th first day of april which means another month has just passed & we're another month closer to O's & Mid-Year! Time's passing so fast without us noticing. Had P.E. for th first period, Touch Rugby ! played agaisnt every team in my class (: had so much funnn everytime we had touch rugby though our school shoes will be damn dirty due to th wet condition on our school field, but no one complain! & th next moment, our class is full of grass, mud and everything you can think of. & its th saddest thing when we were told that it was th last lesson! th trainers or teachers were so fun and friendly ! i'll definitely miss them.

2nd April; Thursday!
didnt really know what exactly happen tday but i must thanks May&Xinying for gg through th day with me, thanks for being there for me when i needed someone, thanks for you sweet concern on my fever too ! love you guys to th maxx ! so as i mention, i was having high fever in school and i couldnt go home beucase i wasnt allowed to leave school alone unless being accompanied by an adult. sound damn dumb but yeah, its th rules. so i slept throughout th whole school hours. was supposed to go and support my school's soccer team @ JJC but was not feelg well so gave it a miss. anyway congrats to th boys for achieving champion (: hahas. & congrats especially to shazwan who scored th goal.

3rd April; Friday!
nothing much happen till after school ! well, stayed back with a group of friends to clean up our classroom after school. th boys went to buy water balloon while th girls were clearing th classroom, moving th tables and chairs out and arranging it along th corridor. prepared th water balloon and we started aiming sylvester ! but of course he was not th only one who got wet, EVERYBODY was wet ! as we ran out of water balloon, we took pails filled with water and played. i was damn wet beucase i was wet by th pails of water ! after much fun, we cleard up th mess and at th same time we mop th floor and everything. after much hard work by everyone, we went to th bubble tea shop opposite school and headed home! & i'm here blogging while waitg for Xinying's call to meet her at th library (:

Homeworks for nowwwww (:

2009-03-28T07:40:00.000-07:00

I don't really know why but i feel so empty suddenly. After all this while... do i feel happy. Or is it just a fake smile covering my sorrow. I just need someone to fill up these empty thoughts.

We hold on to things the tightest,
when we are forced to let them go---
We always want things in a certain way,
when we know they can't be so.

Dreams always last the longest,
when they ae furthest from our reach---
And the lessons we can learn the most from,
are often the very ones we teach.

The grass is always the greenest,
when it lies on the othe side---
And the truths we preach to others,
are often thos we can't abide.

We hold fast to the things in a storm,
which are most likely to blow away---
And yet we neglect to wear sunscreen,
on a bright and sunny day.

We spend our time to see things,
when perspective is one thing we lack---
And we never appreciate what we've got,
until we can'tget it back.

We expect the whole world to give us a break,
and ye ironically we'll find---
That when others come asking the same of us,
we tell them they're out of their mind.

We tell everyone what's wrong with this world,
and we do nothing to make it right---
We complain about famililes falling apart,
and yet do nothing to keep them tight.

We preach about loving our neighbours,
and we teach children right from wrong---
But we never set good examples for them,
when real chances come along.

We complain about not having enough time in our lives,
to do what we must do---
Yet if we were given more hours in the day,
we'd use up all that, too.

We desire to be closer to all those we love,
yet all too often look from afar---
And when it comes to the truth do we want to change,
or remain forever as we are?

2009-03-19T09:07:00.000-07:00

Sometime i really wonder, what has happen to us. why is it that we ended up this way ? I'm really beat. Some of us give so much to the one we adore but in the end... i really dont understand why.

最怕空气突然安静
i'm most afraid that the air would suddenly be quiet

最怕朊友突然的关心
most afraid of the concern that friends sometimes give

最怕回忆突然翻滚
most afraid that memories would suddenly roll again

绞痛着不平息
hurting with no rest

最怕突然听到你的消息
most afraid of suddenly hearing news of you again

想念如果会有声音
if my longing had a voice

不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
i wouldn't want it to be a sorrowful cry

事到如今
things have come to this

终於让自已属於我自已
i finally belong to myself again

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
just that i can't deceive myself yet because of the tears

突然好想你
i suddenly miss you

你会在哪里
where could you be

过的快乐或委屈
are you happy or sad

突然好想你
i suddenly miss you

突然锋利的回忆
the sudden piercing memory

突然模糊的眼睛
the suddenly blurred eyes

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
we are like the most beautiful song

变成两部悲伤的电影
turned into two sorrowful movies

为什麽你
why did you

带我走过最难忘的旅行
lead me on the most unforgettable jouney

然後留下最痛的纪念品
and then leave the most painful souvenir

我们那麽甜那麽美
we were so sweet, so beautiful

那麽相信
so trusting

那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
so crazy, so passionate in the past

为何我们
why did we

还是要奔向各自的幸福
have to run towards our different happiness

和遗憾中老去
and grow old with our regrets

突然好想你
i suddenly miss you

你会在哪里
where could you be

过的快乐或委屈
are you happy or sad

突然好想你
i suddenly miss you

突然锋利的回忆
the sudden piercing memory

突然模糊的眼睛
the suddenly blurred eyes

最怕空气突然安静
i'm most afraid that the air would suddenly be quiet

最怕朊友突然的关心
most afraid of the concern that friends sometimes give

最怕回忆突然翻滚
most afraid that memories would suddenly roll again

绞痛着不平息
hurting with no rest

最怕突然听到你的消息
most afraid of suddenly hearing news of you again

最怕此生已经决定自己过
most afraid of having decided to live this life alone

没有你却又突然
without you but yet suddenly

听到你的消息
hearing news of you again

2009-03-12T06:04:00.000-07:00

You know there are so many instances in a day that i can only choose to pen down those that mean something to me & its all about you. How i wish you'd know how much you mean to me. I could not pluck up the courage to say how special you are, there're no words or ways to show my love, or all the thoughts I'm thinking of you. And you still do not realise it. everyday, i hope that i can have you back by my side once again, though i know it's impossible. i used to turn to you when i'm down & you never fail to put that smile back on my face. but i guess i have no one to turn to right now at this very moment of time. after much consideration, all i want is to be someone whom you'll turn to when you need help or anything.

I've been alone so many nights now and I've been waiting for the stars to fall. every night when i close my eyes, it you. i really dislike waking up in the middle of the night because i was caught up thinking of you. Then i thought of you, thought of how i used to text you whenever i couldn't put myself to sleep,or when you call me up just to keep me company. every morning when i wake up its you're face. i'm very glad that at least i'm able to contact you once again after months has past! though it was just a casual talk btw us but it mean more than that. sometimes i wanted to text you, but somehow i can't help but wonder if we've missed out those days for too long. And maybe, things have changed. Or haven't they?

i was wonderg when will i get to see your smile once again. & i even if i really see i guess tears would roll down my face. Maybe you feel that by keeping silent won't hurt me. But it does, silence hurts more... Sometimes it makes me wonder if my message even means anything to you, & i guess it means nothing! Time passes so swiftly i can hardly catch my breath, what's on a constant repeat on my mind is everything you have said, yet it felt like you were true with those words. It didn't seem all like a dream, or was i dreaming all along.. I remembered telling you that you made me happy, i was really happy back then, waking up to hear your voice and to know you're there. Somehow it felt like it was happening, but i couldn't see that it wouldn't last, how blind could i be every time we're so close? silently, i hope the next message i will receive is from you. Foolish, and i don't know why too.

lastly, all i know is that i cherish every moment i had with you and everything you had done or said will always be kept in my mind. nothing can ever replace you nor change th way i feel for you. Memories are the best souvenirs you've given me (:

I do not need your sympathy, nor do i need your comments. Who I am referring to, is not your problem, dont bother askg me who is th person, or guessing who th person is, unless you admit it. It's just a random post by me which consist of my thoughts and feelgs for th past months.

2009-03-07T00:55:00.001-08:00

I have too much words left unspoken and i guess it's too late for everthing now. Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone without saying anything. Every moment without you, is a moment of time lost.

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2009-03-06T20:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY GOH :DDDD

Jia you in everything you do &

i hope you did enjoy yourself that day (:

2009-03-05T00:45:00.000-08:00

Who do you think of each time you wake up to a brand new day?
What if i tell you that i still feel the same way for you?
There is someone who is constantly on my mind,someone who i've been missing all these while, someone whom i really wish to talk to right now...

Ohhh-My-Goddd ! It's friday tomorrow & i cant wait for it to arrive, who doesn't right ? hahahas. anyway it's still the same routine as any other day, waking up early to school and stayg back after school for lesson or either gg for tuition !

Coming to think of it, tday's alrd 5th of march 2009, time really flies and it dont wait for us, it will just keep on ticking. & you know what, chinese O'level paper is just 2 months plus from nowwwww. how am i gg to score for it when i've been failg those tests in school ! omggg, i got to buck up on my chinese or else i guess i'm capable of achieving F9 for O's ! arghhhh. touch wood ! hahahas. give me at least a B4 and i'm more than satisfied.

& so, tday's english lesson was way better thn th other usual english lesson as we were told to play a tongue twisting game! heh (: we were laughing at each other mistake on th pronouncation.
after that had poa which was quite slack, thn recess, thn liveskill. & tdy's likeskill lesson happen to turn out very lively, & it was filled with many of our laughter! thanks to th boys for their jokes or else i guess everyone would be half dead like usual. had physics test for th last period and i was damn pathetic, like seriously damn pathetic. right after th paper, i found out that i lost 3 marks of careless mistake.

Right after school head to th market together with yong thai and shelly to have our lunch. Yong thai and Shelly left for tuition and i went home. & guess what, i slept for 4 freakg hours straight. hahahas. & i must admit that it was great. its been so long since i had a long and proper nap.

P.S. Even if love is full of thorns, I'd still embrace it for I know that in between those thorns, there is a rose that's worth all the pain.

2009-02-28T05:53:00.000-08:00

oh my god. finally th exhausted+hectic week is now O-V-E-R ! & i want to announce that it's time for us to R-E-S-T, only for th weekend, i guess ! heh (: th week was filled with tests, tuition & staying back after school hours ! oh yeah, & th weather, there's both positive and negative impact ! awww, it has been raining cats and dogs every day even now ! but its good as people wont go around saying like "th weather is so effing hot lah!" but yet its also not a good thing becuase we tend to get wet either before attendg school or after school ! anyway let me summarise th whole week.

Well, on tuesday i went straight back home after th dismisal bell rang. played computer for awhile, ate my lunch, went to bath and was off to tuition. i love my chemistry tuition teacher ! was surprise when they told me that sylvester, lip boon and kelvin was also attending it. called them and they were at lakeside so i decided to go into th class first. after awhile they arrived and i move to sit with them. laugh and crap alot during lesson.

Wednesday was down with chemistry parctical after school plus math tuition after that ! see how busy my wednesday is and this is gg to be th routine till this term ends !

Thursday was a pathetic day for me as i was LATE FOR SCHOOL AGAIN ! yes, & you know how fcuk up it was ! hymph. its always becuase of th slow traffic that's been causing me to be late. & coming to think of it, like what yenshan has told me, those latecomers, majority are from Boon Lay that side. tskkkkk. went back to class and th first word that i heard was "hai, our star gone again!". & if you're wondering whats with th stars, it like if you're class has no late comers for that whole entire week, your class would be given a number of stars and they'll accumulate to th end of th year and there ould be rewards ! its damn lame but what to do, its th school rules. but i guess we had lots of fun during th last period due to something uh ! too lazy to elaborate, so yea had to serve 2 hours of detention, screw you ! my ass hurts kay ! But I realised something good about detention is that it kinda pushed me to do my work. manage to complete my math worksheet with th help with yenshan. hahas. thank god she was there or else i would be staring at th question paper like an idiot ! head home after that.

& as for tday i stayed at home th whole day to complete up th pile of homework !
i'll end of here for nowww,
do keep my tagboard alive, people !

2009-02-19T03:16:00.000-08:00

I can't escape the thoughts of you, even in my dreams you are there. It's not fair how your gone, & how you're moving on so fast, while I am still living in the past which was once drown with memories of you and me spending our times together. i would be lying if i said i do not hold any feelings for you anymore, deep down inside i hold you special in my heart. I would be lying if i said i'm not the least angry with all the empty words you've given me back thn. Those words, were they said because you wanted me to tell you how i feel for you ? i guess so... Maybe right from the start, i shouldn't have hope for anything or see it coming.

Oh well, sleepg late at nights & waking up early th next morning has been my routine for Monday to Friday and they're causing those super obvious eye bags seen on my face! HAHAHA. anyway went to science lab during th first period for pratical and we always have lots of fun there. & guess what, within that one hour, my class broke 4 test tube, power uh! LOLS. up next was free period as our english teacher was on leave and obviously we spent our time talkg & crapping away as usual. Mr. T_ came in and joke with us and left after awhile. had poa after that and its finally recess, th times i've been waitg for ever since th first period. after recess and liveskill which was freakg boring followed by chinese and last of all Physics ! HAHAHAS. had physics test and i've screwed it once again, how pathetic am i uh ?

& finally, i get to meet Marilou Ariadne Chia tday after school. went 320 for awhile and we headed to th 500+ market for chicken porridge ! had a great time catching up with her & we seems to always have something to talk about. she never fail to put that smile on my face. went jurong point tday and i saw my primary school classmate. guess who, its th guy who has been my partner for my last two years or 1 year in rulang & he is Zi Jie :DDD & what a nice remark from him saying that i'm still as short as last time ! damn him (: walk around for awhile and went home to used th computer and watch tv.

i've got so much homework awaitg for me to finish it up.
& its piling up in my room and its gonna be a mountain soon.
i'll end my post here for now .!

P.S. i cant seem to let go of th past & move on ):
someone please save meeee from all these things !

2009-02-14T21:46:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's to all ♥

& thank you for all th gifts :D

xoxo

2009-01-31T05:13:00.000-08:00

Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little to long
And it makes me start to wonder
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Pictures from Kin Fei's Birthday !

why cant i just learn how to let go of things ? why am i still making it one of th reason that is pulling me down as each day passes ? why must i treat this whole thing so seriously,when its actually nothing ? i really dont understand myself ! why am i hurting myself ? & guess what, no one can help me except myself and yet i choose to suffer it this way ! i'm totally weak at this moment of time &i'm too tired to even think of what i should do next. & lastly i'm falling becuase i cant seem to take it anymore. but dont worry, with th help of my friends, i'll stand up once again ! i'm just seriously wonderg is it so hard to reply someone's message ? whatever shit lah !!!!!

I want to thank those people out there who has been there for me & showing me their concern ! i guess that at this point of time it can also determine me to know who are those who still care for me and would be there for me no matter how much hardship i'm gg through ! i dont know how to express how much i appreciate but yeah, thanks alot once again.

that's all for tday :'(

2009-01-30T02:06:00.000-08:00

FUCK UP & PISSED OFF is all i can describe about my feelgs now.!

knnccbwtf
someone please tell me what to do.
or please tell me that i can run to somewhere that there's peace,
i should have seen it coming long ago !

Before postg anything, i'm very sorry to pollute my blog with so many unglam and uncivilised words. but i guess i've got to write this just to make me feel better ! i really dont understand what exactly is happening with my life now ? there's problem popping up to me every single day in one way or another and its all those problems that are bringing me down. all i want is just to lead a simple life that is fulled with laughter but i guess it can never happen ! this year seems to be th worst year ever.

So, i really dont know whether i should be happy or sad knowing that you still visit my blog occasionally or you just happen to pass by. was i suppose to be happy receiving your message tday or am i suppose to be sad ? is it so difficult to just reply someone's message ? & yet you still bother to ask if my previous post was referring to you. even though if it does or maybe it doesnt, does it really mean anything to you ? i guess NO, it doesnt ! am i suppose to be glad that everything is happening in one time so i'll just have to suffer it once and for all or must i be sad that its happening too sudden and i really cant take it all at once ? i've really got no idea. i've got so many question that even I, myself cant answer and i doubt no one could help me except myself. th confidence that i used to have in myself, th smile that was used to be on my face are lesser and lesser these day. memories are th major factor that is holding me back and forth now and of course there are many other reasons. what am i suppose to do ? move on with life and forget about th past ? i guess so but why cant i seem to do so. sometimes i really think that looking back to the cries would make me laugh; but I never knew that looking back to the laughs would make me cry. i dont know exactly how to explain how vexed i'm feelg now, i've got too much to say and i cant seem to describe it out when i feel like doing it so much. all i know is that i've got enough of this whole thing & i really want to go somewhere that can bring peace into my life. i really want to run away from reality and this world !

Someone out there, please save me before everything get worst ! i seriously cant take it anymore. i'm really too weak to face all this alone, i seriously need someone who can be there for me. perhaps you, but i know it can never happen. & again, dont bother askg me what's wrong or who i'm referring too becuase i will never say. i'm really tired of getting stuck in th middle of this situation.

& lastly, i really want to apologise for blogging out my feelgs here because i cant find other ways to do to make me feel better. i hope you'll understand ! thank you very muchhhh.

P.S. "You could put all the hearts together in the world and that still wouldn't describe how much I love you."

2009-01-29T08:18:00.000-08:00

Basically, my current mood is soooooo FCUK UP & PISSED OFF due to something .! i really dont understand what's wrong with my life now at this period of time. shouldnt 2009 be better than 2008, i doubt so becuase thinkg back 2008 wasn't as great as 2007, so 2009 shouldn't be as great as 2008 too ! all i've got to say is i got enough with all this, & i seriously mean enough ! i just feel like running away from reality and running away from this world.

Personally, i really dont understand whats th point of receiving that message from you at this point of time when i thought it was long over ? there's so many other days whereby you can actually send me that message but why did you choose to send it tday ? perhaps you're trying to insult me that i cant seems to let you go or are you just trying to get everything solve ? i've got no idea. but if its because you want to make a joke of me thn i've got to tell you that you failed to do so though i admit that i was hurt so many time becuase of you but i guess it no longer hurting. frankly speaking, i'll still occasionally think of you but i guess its just th memories that are bringing me back and forth.

Anyway if you happen to pass by my blog and read this, i'm sorry to post it all down here but i just couldn't find any other way to vent my anger so i guess by typing out can make me feel better. To those people who are wondering who i'm referring to and what this is all about , dont bother askg because i wont tell you who. & to those who knows what this is all about and were there for me, i greatly appreciate everything you guys have done for me in a way or another.

P.S. "All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us."

2009-01-28T04:32:00.000-08:00

"If I had the whole world to write on to express how much I love you, it wouldn't all fit."

Happy 17th Birthday to Ellvixson Yap Zhen Kang :DDDDD
may your days ahead be filled with happiness and may all your wish come true ! jia you in everything you do kay ! study hard for O's though its still a long way ! let's mugg hard together ! hahahahahahahas (:

thought i was gg to be late for school tday but i didnt. hahas. okay,damn lucky if not i have to stay back after school which is a total waste of time ! lols. after flag raising, i was caught by Mr. Z_ for my friendship band. wth .! was sent to general office to get it cut off but i manage to pull it out so i was lcuky enough ! went back to class for lesson as per normal !

after school had to stay back for science remedial, so i rush down to buy some snacks to eat. hahas. while waitg for Mr. L_, something damn hilarious happen ! hahas. Zijian fell down when he wanted to sit beside Nurrudin ! hahas. everybody was laughing & he was damn pai seh. anyway, stayed back and went through some worksheet that was done weeks ago. after that i rush off and i went to meet my sweetest ♥♥♥

waited for sweetest awhile at her house bus stop thn we headed to jurong point ! our main point of meetg tday was just to catch up on stuff and we promise to go town together one day uh, sweetest ? our main course. hahas. anyway went to starbuck but it was fulled so we headed to library to slack. had a great time talking to her and we finally had our heart-to-heart talk. alot of unhappiness happen in our daily life as we grow up but i guess this is part of growing up. hahas. what to do, life still has to move on ! anyway after slacking for awhile,we went back to starbuck to have our drinks. i bought chocolate cream chip ! yum yum :DDD after that went to walk around jp to find our bags and sweetest saw something that cuaght her attention ! hahahas. i must say its been so long since i last saw her or had a nice chat with her if you dont include msn ! heh (: anyway she told me alot of things and i was laughing like mad ! okay, told her my stuffs too. & i dont know why i keep on saying pathetic tday, sorry uh! anyway i'm lookg for more outing with you sweetest ! misses ♥♥♥♥

okay, nothing much after that. now i'm right infront of th computer chatting when i should be gg to do my homework.
i'll end my post here for now.

P.S. "I Love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life."

2009-01-27T21:22:00.000-08:00

"It took me a while to understand what love is, but it'll take me forever to forget what it was like."

Okay, another day rotting at home once again. but i'm proud to say that at least there's still people who are keeping me entertain either by chatting or smsing me ! heh (: i'm glad to have them or else i would have died. Thanks people, i love you guys to th max.! chatted with rohainiza th whole of yesterday and i hope she's doing fine. hahas. oh not forgetting my another special friend who ask me to write about her. hahas.

As for tday, i'm chatting with my sweetest & Javier Toh now ! hahas. sweetest is trying to entertain me with her crap whereas Javier Toh is gg out to town with Jie hao ! idiotic asshole. go out also never jio me. cheyy, just kidding. okay, sweetest wants to complain to my auntie something ! hahas. come on, i dare you yeah ? hahas. anyway i cant believe school is starting tomorrow ! though i really hate staying at home but i hate those early morning that i have to drag myself out of bed too ! heh ): okay,whatever shit. Shelly, can you kindly get your ass back to Sg as soon as possible, kay ? there's so much thing i wanna do but sadly you're not around ! arghhh.. okay, i'm once again gg crazy over th conversation between me and sweetest :DDDDD stop making me laugh you idiot ! heh (:

alright, enough of my crap! hahas. so i guess i'm going to talk about my another special friend ,& she is :

Siti Aisyah Abdul Majid

Well talkg about friends around me, i proudly present this girl here who has been a very close friend of mine. we've been going through those hard and happy times together for th days i spent in my secondary school life. 5 years of friendship and still counting right, aisyah ? hahas. anyway yeah,she's another friend of mine who never fails to have that smile on her face no matter how hard times she's going through ! & we love to tease and play with one another !anyway i only recently know that she's attached !hahas. hey girl, last long with shazwan alright ? stay sweet :p you two look cute together ! you've got my blessing, semoga jodoh korang dua kekal selamanya, is that how you say ? hahas. excuse me if its wrong ! & i love you , my friend ♥♥♥♥♥

Okay,i'm basically gg mad in msn with so many people right now.!
right, i'll end my post here for tday.

P.S. "I smiled to many people for more than a billion times; but when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time."

2009-01-26T22:08:00.000-08:00

"I always knew that looking back to the cries would make me laugh; but I never knew that looking back to the laughs would make me cry."

Okay, as i mention myself yesterday that i'm going to have a hard time suffering due to boredness these few days, i have came up with a very very random post ! hahas. & sad to say that javier toh is also not celebrating new year. heh (: anyway i know this is kinda random but bare it with me alright ? i'm going to talk about this very special friend of mine ,& she is :

Rohainiza bte abdul samad

Firstly, i know this girl here since my first year in Jurongville, which means we're having 5 years of friendship and still counting on though she's in ITE now (: anyway all i can describe about her is that she's a very cheerful girl who nv fails to have that smile on her face no matter how hard times she's gg through. she's also known as our class louad speaker, try askg around! hahas. she's damn active and out-going & she's one of those who is super hyper active ! hahas. recently, i got to know that she's having a hard time due to her personal matters ! anyway i'm just here to say that no matter how hard you're gg through, your friends like aisyah they all and me will always be there for you,dont worry ! i'll be your listening ear if you need me. just a call or a sms will do too. & i know that with your such positive attitude,you'll be over it soon right ? we're in th same boat now so yeah, lets try our best to overcome all these nonsense stuff thats is coming through our way ! i love you, my friend ♥♥♥

Oh,not forgetting Javier Toh, thanks alottt to youuuuuu ! hahas.

P.S. "I can't seem to erase all the memories of you. No matter how hard I try it's something I can't do." ♥♥♥♥♥

2009-01-26T02:11:00.000-08:00

Attention all JVS basketball girls, this drawing is done by your beloved senior , fah ! On behalf of all th seniors, let me wish you girls all th best on this coming friday match and of course th rest of th matches ! Anyway, i'm here to say a few words of encouragement. :DD Dont be afriad of your component,reagrdless of their school or how strong their team is. Just give in your best shot on court as most of you guys would be playing this for th last year. th most important thing is to have confident in yourself. its th process & th experience that is more important & precious, not the result. there's no failures but only learning experiences. we are together as one team, one for all, all for one ! Jia You (: you guys can do it, perserverance and excellence. & please do communicate with each other when playing becuase thats what we are lack of when come to matches.

"It doesn't matter how many say it cannot be done or how many people have tried it before; it's important to realize that whatever you're doing, it's your first attempt at it." & "If you have made mistakes, there is always another chance for you. You may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing we call 'failure' is not the falling down, but the staying down. "

2009-01-25T04:55:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year.!Laughter is simply a smile heard out loud, that echoes happiness and love.

First of all, i guess everyone is out or either at home having reunion dinner with thier families and relative except for me and nam. how pathetic can we get right,nam ? hahas. no reunion dinner worse still no angpaos. shit it lahhh. being a child who is studyg overseas with none of their family member or relative living here is just so sad. but well, at least i've got a gaurdian who is willing to treat me as part of thier family (: hahas. anyway i've been rotting at home tday and i guess it will be th same for th next two days. anyway thinkg of reunion dinner, i really miss home-cooked food ! omg, i guess my cousins are enjoying th meal in thailand now. yumyum :DD

oh yeah,chatted with yee wern earlier this morning and i'm so jealous of her ! hahas. you better come back fast kay,yee wern ? she went back to malaysia on friday evening leaving me behind in this stupid world of lonliness ! cheyy. HAHAHA (: but never mind, at least i still got other friends like my sweetest. hahas. & i'm very happy to say that we have finally agreed on a date for a meet up after so long! omg,i reallly cant wait for wednesday to come though we'll only be gg to th library together. but we've got too much too catch up uh,love ? lols. & yes, i'll be meetg Wong Ying Nam on friday to catch our basketball girls play on court too ! hahas. really glad that i'll be able to see so many long-lost friends after th two days of holidays.

anyway thanks to alot of people out there,who have been askg me to cheer up and showing me their concern in one way or another. dont worry, i'll never fail to put that smile on my face so yeah you can rest assure that i'm fine (: ♥♥♥♥

P.S. "Missing you is like being lost in a black and white world; everything seems so faded and lonely."

2009-01-24T03:34:00.000-08:00

"The best way to start the day is with laughter, the best way to end it is with more laughter."

KALA really very very very bored at home.
KALA really want a new school bag badly.
KALA really want a new life.
KALA really want to heck care about everything around her.
KALA really want SHELLY to come back to Singapore soonnnn.
KALA really wants to be aloneeeeeeee.
KALA really need a hair cut.
KALA really need to start exercising.
KALA really need more sleeps.
KALA really need to start focusing on her studies.
KALA really need to meet up with dorisa,soonnnn.
KALA really need a moment of silence, or perhaps a long period of silence.
KALA really need to learn how to move on with life.
KALA really need to learn how to become a strong&independant&happy girl.
KALA really need to learn not to take things so seriously.
KALA really feel like running away from reality.
KALA really feel like running away from this world&never to return back.
KALA really miss SHELLY CHIAU YEE WERN like fcuk.
KALA really cannot take anymore unhappiness things.
KALA really has got enough of all these shit.

P.S. When you're not here something's missing; my smile.

2009-01-23T23:07:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY WONG KIN FEI :D

hope you did enjoy yourself with us and th surprise !

Now that it's all said and done, I cant believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath

I felt if I was in way to deep, guess i let you get th best of me.

Yesterday, 22nd January 2009

After school went to 320 with clique13&co. to celebrate Kin fei's birthday ! We had a surprise birthday cake for him. called him up after school and asked him to wait for us at th bus stop. Yeefei and LOU was already at 320 as they were early. Sang birthday song, cut cake & had group photo. Me and LOU left first together with alicia as she same to find me. LOU had to rush for work at 500plus market and i had to rush to hke to play ball with my teammates.

slacked at hke awhile, thn woman came. eileen,hannah,rita and alvina was alrd inside MacDonald having their meals. after awhile all gathered outside and decided to play ball. played a few matches thn alvina and rita had to leave first. suddenly leon join us as he saw us when he was on his way home. played till around 6plus and all left home.

alicia and me didnt know where to go so we were at th bus stop lookg at those buses that went pass us. suddenly we decided to go look for LOU at her workplace. walk from th hke that stop to her shop. damn tiring plus my bag was super heavy but that idiot bung was good enough to carry it for me ! hahahahas. reach th place help her with her work and waited for her to knock off. accompanied her to MacDonald to grab her dinner and after that we went home.

Today, 23 January 2009

School was fine except that i cant believe i fell asleep in class during english. i swear i was really sleepg like no one business man ! omg, and i'm really having a hard time now for math,i'm bloody hell confused with this topic. anyway came home straight after school as i wasnt feelg very well. i'm having a bad sore throat which is making my voice so sexy. chey ! hahas. gg for a jog tnight with SLJY later at around 8pm !

P.S. No matter how much it'll hurt me to see you, my most loved lost one, all that I wish is look into your eyes once again.

2009-01-19T04:31:00.000-08:00

i thought i know you well enough but i was wrong in th end.
you make me think that its wrong to actually be feeling something.

had PE for th first period of th school but i wasnt really lookg forward for it as i was feelg tired due to th late nights i've been having recently. but it actually turn out to be hell lots of fun,joking,playing and foolg around with my classmates. had to run around th school for 2 rounds and i swear it was torturing man. hahaha. after gruoping ourselves, i was being force to be th team leader becuase of sylvester and friends. had a gruop leader briefing thingy with mr tan while th rest had to continue thier another 2 rounds ! hahas. orbi-quack :DDD headed to th basketball court after that for some matches.

Social study was up next, had fun during that period, laughing non-stop like an idiot ! but sadly,there's gonna be an open book test this coming thursday. oh yeah, & i swear i was in pain due to my stupid gastric. physics was alright, i'll have to start revising for friday's class test too! headed down for recess, ate and went up tp class. had poa and i was still laughing like an idiot again. hahas.

After school, alicia came to my class to find me. slack with her while waitg for shelly to finish up with th notice board. sylvester left first to accompany edwin to cuthis hair. headed to jurong point after that to meet my friend. slack still 5 plus and i was too tired so i headed home first.

okay, i've got to hurry and finish up th pile of homework that is waitg for me.

P.S. how i wish i can spent my night in your arms,once again ♥

2009-01-17T03:23:00.000-08:00

Emptiness isn't loneliness, it's the missing of you.
i feel that life's a bore, nothing interests me now.
things that make sense are making me miserable,
they're the things that are causing such headache/stress.
i feel like just having a moment of silence, or maybe for a long period of time.
i just dont feel happy anymore,and i really mean anymore.!
i've been trying to put that S-U-P-E-R fake smile on my face,
but its just so difficult to do so. i'm not happyyyyy !
& everytime i try to do so, its hurts me even more and more.
i'm just hopingg,wishg&waitig that some day you might appear right infront of me,once again.

okay,enough of th shit i said or else this post is gonna be so emo!
anyway school has started for like 2weeks(?) & guess what, teachers are bragging everyday. nothing else except :
THE SUPER BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN O'LEVEL & N'LEVEL !
anyway i'm very very very HAPPY to say that i've grown taller by 2 pathetic cm.
at least,i've grown right ? HAHA. i'm just hoping i can grow tall till 170cm.
okay,there's not much things happening in this few weeks yet but rather busy with school stuff. have been visiting some of those polytechnic open house & stayg back in school for science practical.
not forgetting that big pile of homework givin by th teachers !

ohhh, and before i forget about th release of O'level result. let me say something kay ?

congratulation to those who have done well in thier O'level.
& continue to do well in your future academic uh ! jia you :D

and,to those who wasnt please with their result or didnt do well,
dont get dishearted. jia you in everything you do&dont ever think of giving up !
"One has to remember that every failure can be a stepping stone to something better."

seeing my friends drown with thier tears of both happiness and sorrows, just make me wanna cry together with them. th atmosphere in th hall was so tense.
all i was thinkg was that its gonna be my turn reall soonnn & i ought to start studyg !

right,i'll my post here for tonight.

P.S. imissyousomuchhhhhhhhh ♥

2008-12-25T10:11:00.000-08:00

Okay, i'm just here to say that i wont be able to update my blog till i'm back from a vacation with my familys&relative. As new year is appraoching my uncles and parents have decided to go to some southern part of thailand to relax ourself and have fun ! hahas. cant imagine th fun we're gg to have. but unfortunately some of our cousin who are aboard studyg wont be able to join this trip. i'll be leaving in around 10 hours time, so in th mean time, plesae make my tagboard alive uh ! hahas, i'll definitely miss alot of my friends, especially someone very important !

P.S. though i may seem to be having lots of fun but deep down inside of me,
i miss you terribly <3

2008-12-24T12:12:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to allllllll

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

P.S. What is Christmas, without you. ):

2008-12-21T08:36:00.000-08:00

14th December 2008,Sunday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST FRIEND, DORISA LIM
may your days ahead be filled with happiness &may all your wishes come true.
Good luck when receiving your O's result !
no matter what th outcome is, whether its good or bad, i'll always be there for you !
i miss you alottt ♥♥♥♥

15th December 2008, Monday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS IDIOT, eileenwongliyun
may your days ahead be filled with happiness &may all your wishes come true.
no matter what i'll always be there for you !
♥♥♥♥

17th December 2008,Wednesday!
Alicia came over night at my house and th next morning we went to meet LOU @ JP.we walked around,talked alot & we accompany her to buy christmas gifts for her friends&family!.Fah came to join us.ate MAC for lunch.saw Alicia friend there too.LOL!Nam came alittle later then.Saw Peilin & YongXian as well while we were walking around at the new extension.As the good people,we went to visit our friends who were working at Jp like Rachel & Sin Cheong.but unfortunately,Rachel was on leave.=[

18th December 2008,Thursday !
Yesyesyes,tday was th day N'level result is release.!! Before gg to school i had butterfly inisde my stomach but still i drag myself to school and reported to th school hall ! 4N1 2008 is the best man! We got promoted together as a class. Couldn't explained the feeling inside me when Mr Shawal announced that the whole of 4N1 got promoted which mean its 100% ! We were all so nervous man! that was when i feel like jumping into th air and celebrate man ! th whole hall clap for us and tears began to rolled down some of our cheecks ! i got a total of 7 points for my three best subject & th three best subjects turn out to be so unbelievable ! hahas. i cant believe my eyes when i saw th grade for my POA&combined humans ! whatever it is, i think my hard work did paid off !

For those who couldn't make it to sec 5, dont be discouraged okay ?
no matter what th outcome is, whether is good or bad, if you've done your best you shouldn't be feeling sad or regret ! you've got to face th music, your friend would always be there for you !

At night went jp to watch movie YES MAN with some of my outside friends ! had a great time with them ! i luagh like one fcuking idiot becuase of th conversation ! i guess th times @ MacDonald was th best! they made me forget about those unhappiness that have been bothering me for th past few days ! After th movie,we walk from JP as a group back to gek poh& i went home first. sms BEN.! as he was bored&as i couldn't sleep ! had a great time smsing him, scolding each other idiot,asshole&pig !

19th December 2008,Friday!
Went outram park to exchange money in th morning alone ! okay,i know i'm pathetic ! went back jurong and had lunch with my cousin ! waited for him like an idiot @ mac ! after that went home and came out @ night to watch Twilight with BEN.! & Sotong ! Sorry guys, if th movies was too boring for you ! & thanks BEN for your jacket that kept me warm ! it was so sweet of you. hahas. after that walk back home again ! Sotong seperated from us half way&BEN send me home ! had a great chat with him that night. He's damn crappy but a nice guy to be with,seriously !

20th December 2008,Saturday!
Met LOU @ JP around 12.30pm and accompany her for her job interview ! went in every shop that was searching for both part-time & full time ! LOU, congrats on getting that job ! work hard yeah ? dont lazy hor ! after that went to find xinying at her house. we were too lazy so waited for her at th badmintion court.LOU was being an idiot by standing in th middle&wave her hand thinkg that xinying might see us ! hahas. damn adorable ! after that went to gek poh to get ourself bubble tea & she went to my house to slack ! around evening accompany her to gek poh as she was gg to her ah ma's house&i went home ! Thanks to someone for th wonderful surprise,though it was nothing much but to others but it means alot to me, i was really touched by that and it just brighten me as i was feelg very down earlier on ! Hope to spend more of my ngihts like that with you. nothing could desccribe my feelgs for that night. ♥♥♥♥♥

BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN !
♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-12-02T03:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRHTDAY TO ......

LENNON TAN WEI CHUAN ♥

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND (:
may your days ahead be filled with happiness &
may all your wishes come true.
take good care of yourself @ melbourne too .!
we'll definitely miss you lots ♥♥♥♥

back to posting, as i promise. but still i must say sorry to lennon for th delayed posting !

Previously,th date i'm gg back was still not confirm but now its already confirm so people out there, dont forget to date me out yeah ? i'm gg back on th 15th of december :DDDDDDD

oh yeah,there's something i need to mention about. & its something about th birthday boy you see on th above pic ! see how retarded he is. lmao xD okay, its been years but still our friendship nv fades ! yes, its like a dream. i was so stunt receieving a friendster message from him becuase its been 4 year since we last contact. we lost contact on th last day of our primary school education.i remember how i used to hate gg to school becuase of our form teacher whose damn strict but it happen to be th best thing after i found a gruop of friends who nv fail to make me laugh and make life in school fun yet interesting ! & yes, he's one of them & his name is : Lennon Tan Wei Chuan :)))))))) im thrilled that throughout years of not talking to each other, the bond that was forged than is still sturdy and filled with tons of happy memories. he was always the person i would bitch to about people i hated- he join in once every now or than. we would make fun of people we did not like-created 10000 names for them.

KALA (: says:somehow after so much years,we still found each other
all lennon do is talk says:friends forever
KALA (: says:yeah
all lennon do is talk says:yeah.. and the bond is still there
all lennon do is talk says:not tempered with

KALA (: says:no matter how far are we!
all lennon do is talk says:yeah
all lennon do is talk says:or how lost we are
all lennon do is talk says:cant even find each other
KALA (: says:yeah
all lennon do is talk says:ahha.

all lennon do is talk says:awesome feeling !
KALA (: says:yeah,its like i've finally found someone i've been wanting to find for so long

indeed, we both somehow, managed to find each other and with this,

KALA (: says:i guess we fated uh !
all lennon do is talk says:yeap ! totally.
KALA (: says: i swear i wont loose contact with you again this time
all lennon do is talk says: SAME !

2008-11-26T22:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELVIN WONG JIA WEI :DDDDD
Happy 16th birthday uh !
May your days ahead filled with happiness
& may all your wishes come true :)

P.S We'll be updating real soonnnn

2008-11-18T00:22:00.000-08:00

FAH is here. KAY asked FAH a favour to post for a bit. So I am here.

KAY is coming back. But FAH doesnt know when. Or.. does she.. ?
:DDDDDDDD
But Im here to just say Hello New Blogskin. If anyone not happy, go screw KAY.
HAHAHAHAHAHAA! That idiotic girl very idiotic. I miss her like hell. Can? Yay. xD

I remembered in the bus, KAY will always come up and then try very hard not to stare at people while trying to find me. Haha. Then when she finds me in my seat four places behind the stairs of the bus, she will smile, but then like amchio(?) like that. Haha. 198 has a few sucky passengers - @6.50AM. There will be this twins. The older one will look and find pretty face, and her target was me. Not to say I have a pretty face, but she always pick me lor. She always sit beside me one. If Jiali was there, (if Xinying too, on the second deck) she would go sit beside the next empty seat. Confirm Chope Stamp Delivered.

This was possible because KAY boards in another two bustops. So it pisses FAH off, that despite my attempts to shoo them away (by placing my bag on the empty seat, or seating on the center ) they ~~will~~ she still insists on seating there. "Excuse Me" will be the only word banned from their mouths now.

So then KAY will always seat somewhere near, usually at the back. And sometimes if POINT is around, he sits far away. Hahaha. Dont ask. This one particular time, the one (older) twin sitting beside me. I was so tired and sleepy that I slept. KAY was behind. So I slept the journey through, until at HKE that I realise something was on my shoulder. I turn and saw a bald patch of someone's head. The twin's head.

I laughed. It shook my shoulder. The older twin woke up, and I turned to KAY, terrified. I thought KAY would like, give me a pitiful look. But nope. She didnt.

KAY laughed. At me. And at the twin (her bald head). Walao.

Go down the bus and she was still laughing. Haha. I wasnt to angry also cannot siol. She down there laugh like some stupid woman, I laugh also, cos she looked stupid. HAHAHAHA!

Okay, I miss KAY very much now. Thank You lar. Walao.

KALAYANEE CHAIJAROONRAT! NUR ALIFFAH NASRUN WANTS TO DIE-DIE FETCH YOU!
Okay Go. Love! ♥

2008-11-14T02:10:00.000-08:00

I'M BORED

I WANT TO DIE

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2008-10-27T04:29:00.000-07:00

HELLOSSSSSSSSS: D
Okay, I’m sorry to all my friends who had asked me to blog.
But yeah, I’ve been giving them all kind of excuses!
I APOLOGISE! HAHAHAHAS (:
Okay, well, I’ve decided to blog tday!

Basically, my life is plain and simple.
All I did was, go to work with my mum from morning till evening but sometimes even late at night. Reached home and watch my favorite dramas.
It's a routine. Can’t help it though!
Life’s kinda bored in Thailand, though it’s my hometown.
but its th fact that i do not have friends here to chat or shop with!

As I’m blogging,i'm seeking help from xinying my blanga friend :D
have been praying hard everyday if i could be promoted to sec 5.
& i really hope that i can be promoted ! Please grant me this wish !
HAHAHAS. i swear i'm going to mugg real hard during my sec 5 life !

Although O's have already start about 1 or 2 weeks?
but i still wanna wish all my friends out there who have been stressing for the past few weeks, all the best and all !i believe you guys can do it & reach your goal.

& also, i cant wait for shelly to come to thailand and accompany me.
i think that's when i wont think life is bored
and that i would have someone to go high with !

lastly,
baby,imissyousomuchhhh ♥

2008-09-20T04:53:00.000-07:00

number one.
number two
number three.

okay, i'm finally back after 1234567 years & i'm back just becuase of th above pics.

i'll only be back again after all my N'lvls are down which is on 7 Oct. 8 papers are down & i've left with dunno how many more.i hereby wish everyone who's taking their N'lvls, all th best :D STUDY HARD EVERYONE & GOOD LUCK !

Posted by FAH! heheehe

2008-07-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

okay, so hello. this is Ms Nur Aliffah speaking (or rather typing. meh, wtv) for Ms Kalayanee C. Hehehe.

Let's just open th show to Friday yaw. yes yes, this past Friday, th eighteenth of July. :D (psst, it was my Sister's birthday, but I dont care!)

Skipped remedial lessons? ya.
Went home and prepared for training? ya.
Meet me? ya.
Ran to meet me thinking she was late? YESYESYES! >:/
bought bubble-tea? YA-YA!
Almost lost our 185 bus? YAYAYAYAYA!

haha, omg lar. stupid girl. told stories of th class, of personal issues, and also, about others: none of your business. hahha. yes, so reached school, and there, went to court, i drank my bubble-tea out cold and done. kala still has a long way to go, its not even one-quarter gone! haha. stupid stewpig girl. X) yaya, so we reach th court la okay. then we saw them, th girls, and then we also like high like that lor. play play, shoot shoot, then warm-up.

aiyoo, i tell you ar, this stupid girl go run again. she go run school then never tell me. already we all so old, then our stamina rust already, she still run. she very cute ba. walao leh. but then yeah lar, kala good girl mah. hahaha. okay okay, so then, nam yap came. there were four of us then. and we played a good friendly match with th girls. wow, i tell you, they improve alot lar hor. but in terms of strategy no lar. otherwise, they will be quite a very strong team. haha. but nehmind, they still have lots to learn, right K? hahaha.

then half-way through play, alot of times almost kena th soccer th ball. damn fhcuk lar can? they have two goalpost must use th one facing th basketball court one meh? thank you lar, they very cute hor. so eileen and ali show attitude. very good! me like. then they also like serious during match. but hey girls, its okay. if you lose, its only part of your learning experience. learn from your mistakes yaw! heheh.

after that, this idiot got japanese class. but before she fly for japanese class hor, we got stay for debrief lar. damn cute can? told alot of stories. plan to go makan with jiao lian(?) okay, wait, its coach. yes, we plan to go makan with coach next saturday siol! wahhh, i like cannot wait leh. confirm damn chaotic one lar. seoul garden @woodlands, right? hahaha. wah, cant wait. excited lar sey. hahaha! :D

so yes, after that, she left. eh, we laugh alot lehhh. i still kept laughing about whatever we laughed about, about lip boon and alvin (ahem) shuai-ge, to your nonsense on court, to th whole thing on training. woah, i miss going study with her can? some more ah, i damn toot-toot one noe. almost every single time i will wake up late. then theres only 40% that i can make it to 157 bus and meet her one. walao, i cute orh. hahaha. but nehmind! this time, im gonna make it! hahaha. woohoo! kala kala, lala lala. hahaha.

kala damn stupid. aliffah damn idiot. nam damn toot. huilin damn chiong-die. hahhaa. :D

eh, kala. now N level finish already, must post leh! i post for you already, you must at least post three times per week hor! hehehe. but i can post for you lar. hahahahaha.

okay good night people. if you all dont like me posting on kala's blog, go tag at my blog ya, dont flood her tagboard with spams for no reason. nah, i give you my link. click here, for you stupid people. :D

♥ kalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <3

2008-04-29T04:00:00.000-07:00

They totally rock my world man (:

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (:

hellooooooooooooooooo (: I'm boredddddd !

Anyone out there who can save me ? What's up with me ?

Omg,i cant wait for Thursday ! You knw why,it's labour day !

Which means its a public holiday ! HOO-RAY :DD

Okay,i'm a dilemma.Am i supposed to be elated or upset ?

PRELIMS are around th corner & yet i am always thinking of Holidays !

When i should be eager to go to school for lesson to revise for my N'lvl & Prelim.

Sch is a fun place for me to go everyday.Of course,not becuase of study but FRIENDS

Lessons as usual tday ! Anyway there's only one thing which is driving me mad !

ITS THE FCUKG HOT WEATHER THAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING !

omg,everybody in class is getting very restless and not concentrating !

Every ~~minute~~second,you can see pupils holding files or books in their hand !

Not to study of course but to fan themseleves ! No offence,everyone is complaining.

& i've been sweatg alot cuasg me to pollute th environment by using alot of tissue paper.

After school,went KFC with Kelvin,Javier,Ellvixson,Shirley,Sylvester,YongThai,Shelly,Afiqah & Edwin !

Crapped alot there before gg home,we laugh like mad due to the conversation we had.

CHICKY MEAL is best topic for tday ! whahahahaha (:

Something happen while walkg to th bus stop but i should not elaborate !
Reach home & i'm slacking like hell !

Anyway been playing computer since i step into the house just to kill time.

Played half way & i felt really moodless.Thanks for those who were there for me !

Such as,My craziest partner;Shelly.

My darling ; Guixin

8 years of friend : Shannon
felt alot better after talkg to them just nw !

KALA need to get things done :

I need to start mugging hard

I need to pay more attention in class

I need to have Self-Discipline

I need to have my dinner soon

I need to complete my homeworks

I need to go and shower

wont be blogging so often alr,but will still come in post randomly (:

(more speech day pictures up, scroll down for more)

2008-04-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

HELLOooooooo.

i knw i went missg fr like 1 whole week or more.

i've been very busy with all th school works i'm havg nw.

there's supp class every nw & thn&things popping out of nowhere.

anyway i've receive my PRELIM-TIMETABLE alr.

all i can say t myself nw is

KALA,YOU REALLY HAVE NO TIME TO WATSE.

YOU'VE GOT TO START YOUR REVISION.

THE TIME WILL NOT STOP FOR YOU !

STOP DREAMING AND MUGG HARD NW !

alright,enough of my naggy words t myself !

Thursday,24 April 2008

School as usual everyday,just that we went fr an excursion.

Learning journey t a heritage tour on civil defence.

thought it would be a damn boring excursion but it turn out t be a

VERY FUN & MEMORABLE OUTING WITH 4N1.

okays,perhaps i sucks at predictg.

okay,whatever. took alot of photos with my bunch of crazy friends !

I SEROIUSLY LOVE THEM HELL LOTS MAN.

they just brighten up my day every time i spend time with them.

Alright,we really went crazy during th whole journey.

Guess what,we took picture NON-STOP.

reach school & met up with shirley they all at canteen.

settle out everything & slack fr awhile after gg home.

Friday,25 April 2008

SPORTS DAY WAS REALLY A WASTE OF TIME MAN !

seriously,i should have stayed at home and sleep.

went there & was hoping that i can play captian ball.

my chairman,CHEN ZIYANG,told me that i'll be playg basketball instead.

omg,i swear i went like wtf ?!. Shelly,me&rohai went to find Mdm.S_.

okays,she wasnt that bad becuase at least she said sorry !

had no choice but t play basketball.i'm lazy t elaborate about th whole thing.

everything ended at about 12.45pm under th damn HOT sun !

waited fr Marilou at th bus stop while Shelly&Kaiting left t COFFEE-U first.

reached there & saw th guys walkg there too.

went t eat FISH HEAD CURRY.is that how you say ? never mind,forget it.

THANKS ALOT SHELLY FOR HELPG ME WITH IT.

i seriously dunno how t eat fish head.

after everything,accompanied Marilou t collect her camera&came home.didnt attend my japanese lesson that night as i was havg a slight fever !

slept frm 6pm t 10pm & continue to sleep at 11pm again.

Sunday,27 April 2008

i'll skip fr saturday becuase i rotted at home the whole damn day

as fr Sunday,rotted at home earlier & i was crappg with YONG THAI on msn !

You know why ? becuase i keep callg him YONG THAI-EEEE (:

& he kept calling me *******. Shall not type out what he called me !

He really did entertain me ! THANKS BUDDY (:

went t have lunch with SHANNON & MY DEAREST COUSIN !

crapped with them & had lots of fun ! been so long since i last met Shannon !

8 years of friendship & still countg ! Dont worry,i'll cherish our friendship !

studied at her house&watch japanese movie,i wanna watch it again.

i swear i had a great time with her tday.

alright,i think i'll end my wordy post here !

i'll post th pictures on my excursion but not speech day !

becuase th speech day photos are with my friend !

P.S : HEAVY IMAGES LOADED & ITS NOT IN ORDER !

ELLVIXSON YAP

AISYAH & ME

KALAYANEE (:

SHELLY & ME

ISN'T COOL ?
YONG THAI-EEEEEEE (:
MDM TAN
KALA & SHAZWAN :DDDDDDDDDD
KALA & AISHAH ASWANDI

I LOOK WIRED !
ME & SHELLY
DO THEY LOOK HAPPY ?
left to right : EDWIN,ELLXSON & YONG THAI
SYLVESTER & KELVIN
SHELLY & ME

MEEEEEEEEEEEEE :DDDDTHEY LOOK ALIKE DONT THEY ?
MY DEAR FRIEND : SHELLY :P
THE GAY !
US xD
DIFFERENT GROUP

SHELLY & ME again
& again

& againAREN'T THEY CUTE ?
YONG THAI--EEE & KALA
US !
US again.
Th boys (:
second role : SHELLY & KALA
first role : SYLVESTER & EDWIN
top to bottom : EDWIN,YONG THAI & SYLVESTER !

left to right : YT,SYL.KELVIN,EDWIN.ELL.ERMING

4N1'08 ROCKSSS MAN :DDDDDDDDD

SHELLY.KELVIN.KALA
WE'RE CRAZY (:
SHELLY.ME.SHAZWAN
KELVIN !!!!!!!!
US !

2008-04-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

YO !
hahahahaha.

hmm , friday lessons wasn't that boring due to the excitement i had in mind,looking forward for the speech day concert :D
and perhaps, the funniest lesson should be during chemistry!
We pissed our teacher,Mrs.G_ ! & i know, it was so nice of us :D i was laughing like MAD can !
its been so long since 4N1 went wild pissing our teacher off ! hahas.
she really damn auntie those type, so very easy to bully ;]

after school went to queensway with my this retarded and idiot friend ! let me intro her to you guys !
She is Eileenw.liyun !
not forgetting huilin who always say my jokes are cold !
reached there & we were lookg for the printing shop !
omg lahhhhh,we went there & the shop owner went out ! GRRRR. we were damn unlucky, we called him but he didn't hear us.
so went down to get each of us a cup of drink,in the mean time eileen still tried to reach him.
like, wth ?! 20 minutes leh!
anyw, we went up and eileen started going mad wanting to buy a toddler dress for me for speech day dinner !
LOL, she cute or she cute.

yah so anyway, time flewwwwww and the owner was back in action :)
took everything & was off to take mrt as eileen was late for her workshop !
walk till ikea den eileen wanted to go in to do something so we went there.
when we reach the entrance there was a sign on the door saying PULL.
but my dearest eileen went to push it and she knock on that glass door !
i swear i was laughing like mad !

okay,after walkg for a million years,i was really very tired ! WE FINALLY REACHED OUR DESTINATION after 123456789 years, eileen and huilin went off at lakeside mrt while i sat to boon lay ! chiongggggg home, then chionngggggggg to shelly's house !
okay,a very big THANK YOU to shelly for helping me so much that night !

we were dolling ourself up till we forgot the time! Opps =x
& just in time, at 6.40pm we were just done with everything but guess what,we supposed to be sitted by 6.30pm!
okay, so we were more like the guest of honours. hahaha.
i was supposed to meet eileen at sch bus stop but as i was late so i ask her to go in first SORRY !
& i'm sorry for tday's incident too

so we settled down anyway.
AND I HAVE TO SAY, THE FOOD WAS DEATHENTING x.x i rate it 000.1/5
although i kinda wasted money on food, but it was worth the whole fun with my crazy friends ;D
i had so much fun with clique13 & friends !
let's consider that as a graduation night, because we will not be having graduation night this year.
that night, it will never be forgotten :)
NOSTALGIA UNDER THE STARS!

hz,lp,jl,jp,lady,shelly,me,lyin&rocker

2008-04-11T09:21:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!
TO KARYONG THE GIANT'04 !
MAY YOUR DAYS AHEAD BE FILLED WITH H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S.
JIA YOU IN EVERYTHING YOU DO & DONT GIVE UP !
STAY GIGANTIC ! :]

to eileenwongliyun;
thanks for being there for me whenever i'm down !
especially these few days !
i've been very happy that i've got you as my friend !
opps.not just an odinary friend but my super duper idiotic dearest friend
anyway its been a nice time smsing you for this period of time.
you've always been listening to me & it may irritate you but you just kept quiet !
i just wanna let you know that i'm also always there for you no matter what happen.
hahas,you're so crappy lah.
dont forget to cure all your dogs and give me a new one without disease okay ?
thanks for th letter tday too.it must take up alot fo your time.
let be happy everyday together alright ?
muggggggggg hard too my friend !
anyway i stilll at your blog nw.
eileen wong liyun;you rocks tooo (:

2008-04-04T07:56:00.000-07:00

will you walk with me,
until the end of the jouney ?

hello again (:
sorry, i will not be updating and so on, due to to the stupid virus in my computer.
KILL THESE INSECTS PLEASE!
didn't went for training today because was too tired.

wednesday&thursday
went to library with J-min:my math buddyyyy (:
fianlly finished our homework and the feeling of finishing up my homework in a million years feels just so great :D
went to complete my career project [:

okay i did the dumbest thing EVER.
Being a little blur&all ,i was actually walking to the lift area thinking that that was the toilet .how dumb can i ever get! and then i was thinking"eh how come the toilet change to lift"then i finally realise that it was actually the other side . i was afraid that i will forget about the whole thing, So , i went back&told J-min about it when i was really urgent ! and this in incident made J-min ROFL. after coming back from the toilet i went to the table next to me to find those qifa primary school kids.as i had nth to do,i went there and ask them to read to me chinese story book.okay,ended up they nv read so read out loud to myself and j-min ask me to stop my nonsense !
i nearly died from the 2.4km run, my timing was 14:14
i couldn't breathe much, and i almost fainted.
i wanted to vomit due to my horrible cough and Mr.S_ gave me sweet!

friday
screwed my principal of account test again !
awwwwwwww..
went home after sch and slept for quite long and was off for my japanese class.
i LOVE mdm zainah english lessons like hellllllllllllllllll!

i also want to thank aliffah, yenshan and J-min for helping me (:
THANKS A ZILLION! :D:D:D

i hate the feeling of not being able to use my computer because of the stupid bug inside.
kalayanee needs to start mugging really hard already .

2008-03-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

boo (:
firstly,tday lessons were kind of boring
i managed to get back my POA test paper but the score wasnt up to my expectation.
arghs crap lah, I TOTALLY SCREWED UP FOR MY N-LEVEL PRELIM.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

kala needs to wake up and start mugging.

hahahahahaahas.
anyway today it rained CATS-AND-DOGS.
training was great (:
rained after awhile so went into the school.
after training went outside school with szeya,yeefei and alicia.
we played like monkeys in the rain (:
hahahahahaas,i think when they reached home they were sick.
GET WELL SOON <3 <3 <3

sweetdreams people :]

2008-03-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

today is GOOD FRIDAY ! (:
went to ice skate with yeefei, szeya and alicia.
super fun lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
anyway, do you find anything weird about my post today? hahahahas.
nevermind if you don't.
sian, today nothing much to post about also.

I MISS MY BASKETBALL MATES!

superman, please come to my rescue.
even though i don't like what i'm living in, i still have to move on

2008-03-08T19:38:00.000-08:00

Okays.crap mannn ): i'm seriously down,somehow !
2day without my guardian angel alr,& IMISSYOULIKEHELL.
& I've got to suffer for another urmm,8days !
it's gonna take me.abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz Years !
omg lah.! save me ! anyway her post was really sweet,i'm so touched. (:
very happy to hear that from her,nv felt so love before from a friend.
next time when we grow up,we go overseas travel as a group,
& i'll take you to a place where you cant even count how many stars there is.
I've been there before&I swear that place is marvelous.
its as if the whole sky its yours ! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
guess you're at church now,alright.enjoy your holidays alright.
I'VE TOTALLY GOT NO MOODDDD TO BLOG LAHHHHHHHHHHHH ):
P.S. I need craps from you&alicia&huilin&LIYUN lahhh.

Anyway to this very special friend of mine,
First of all,no matter where i am,i'll nv forget you !
you're now part of my life,i mean best friends.Don't get the wrong idea!
i know you're sad now,totally moodless&all.i've felt that before.
dont forget that i'll always be there for you no matter how big the problem is.
there's an answer to every question,what matter most is the time.
i dont wish to see you suffering all these pain ! always keep trying.
there's no such word as IMPOSSIBLE ! Beleive me,
you'll find something at the end of your journey.
it hurt me to see you like that,so do cheer up.
Tomorrow will be a better day than tday.
Anything just tell me,what i siad is serious,up to you to believe.
JIA YOU :D JIA YOU :D JIA YOU :D JIA YOU :D JIA YOU :D JIA YOU :D
i'm behind you supporting you ! anything email me alright ! lovess <3

2008-03-07T06:56:00.000-08:00

TGIF = Thank God It's Friday (:

Hahas,cant wait fr Friday&Weekend to comeeee :D:D:D

Tday everything went smoothly,except fr Chemistry test which was

like effg difficult can ? Maybe due t my last minute revision !

but yeah,it's OVERRRRR ! Now its fr me t think abt my 1week holidays !

but sad t say tt i've 1whole pile of hw t complete.there's so many subject.Anyway i enjoyed my day most after school (: its totally damn WILDDDD !IT TOTALLY ROCKKK xD hahas. I LOVE TDAYYYYYYYY :D

ermm..after school went fr math remedial,somehow only Me,J-min&SeiWei turn up.wasnt really in fr th tuition mood plus Mr.N_ kept on talkg t us abt other countries.he's so damn crappyy lahh,what mediation ? hahas,very lame!

Anyway after tt tuition,went t bubble tea shop near hke there with J-min !

After waitg fr YeeFei&Co.,we went back t school as YeeFei needed t do 3hours of detention&I needed t go for traing.while J-min went home.

Reached school,slack with them awhile&off t traing ! i was so boredd at first but ended up gettg damn high ! you knw why,

I WAS SELF-HIGHG THERE AT TRAING.not self lah,

got LIYUN&HUILIN t go crazy with not forgetting my couple,alicialimjieying.

okay,i swear i LOVE tday traing like hell can ?

manage t talk t HANNAH quiet alot tday<3

I was sayg all sorts of sentences out of my mouth t let th team laugh.hope i did made th team go crazy with me tday ! WHAHAHAHAHA (:

After triang,let alicia see that piece of FULLSCAPE PAPER.she encourage me t give her.but i didnt dare.she woke me up from my dreams and gave me lots of senses.after thinking over it,i gave alicia th FULLSCAPE PAPER,hahas.Blah,blah,blah.ask her pass t th special person.

her reaction damn funny but of course,adorable. ask her read when she reached home she at bus stop go take out&read.hahas.you knw why,becuase out of her curiosity.Hope you like it ! It's specially for YOU :D

THATS WAS TH PART WHICH MADE ME SO DUPER UPER HAPPY TDAY. <3>

P.S : hey Hannah Jang Ha Young,i'll be waitg for your beautiful drawgs. (:

& I'll be leavg Singapore tmr for my destination at Thailand.My friends out there please miss me ! Hahas. I'll be back on th followg Sunday (:

I'll be missing EVERYONE <3>Hannah Jang Ha Young !

Enjoy your holidays everyone !

2008-03-06T07:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO THIS GIRL HERE :

SHIRLEY GOH HUI XIANG :D:D:D: MY FOREVER LADYYYYYY !

hahas.1 years older leh.LOLS.are you happy ? should be right ?

Finally you turn 16years old. hahas.can go watch NC16 together & ps Marilou.

JKJK only okay ? hahas (:

All the best for your studies & in whatever you do k :D

Hope you enjoyed your day!& hope tt you like th present tt we brought for you!

Not forgettg those cupcakes that EDWIN&Co. made for you !

Back t school stuff.....

Didnt have P.E lesson tday due t th weather ! Eff it man.

we were told t change into our P.E attire&wait for Mr.S_

wait for him like donkey years& when he came in he gave us like wtf?

5 minutes t change back t our school uniform !

you think very fun changing clothes is it ?.

somemore me&shelly got scolded for changing it in class.

Hellossssssss,it's normal okay ? ~~maybe its only to me not you !~~

HANNAH WALK PASS MY CLASS&I CALLED HER IDIOT (:

had MT lesson,i was seriously veryyy boreddd ):

did compo on dunno what topic.

Hahas,javier's compo made me laugh like mad.

He's forever my entertainer mannn ! you rockkkkkkssss (:

Math lesson straight after that,thanks godness her gave us 2 sweets.

gave 1 to LOU&she shared with jiling,the other one is to birthday girl.

RECESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :D

wanted to find Hannah before going for assembly but i didnt manage to

becusae half way i saw someone so i faster ran back.

After that went t assembly for some stupid talk.

i seriuosly couldnt laugh even though the whole hall was laughg.

AM I WEIRD OR WHAT ? seriously very confused with myself.

SS after that,guess what,my impression towards Mdm T_ is so much better.

her lesson arent as boring as last time.after sch went to student to gather with

Cliques13&Co.,Shirley opened her presents&we slacked there awhile.

Me,Shelly,Jiepin,LingPei,Jiling,Kaiting went off first.

They went clementi while i went for Jap lesson.

bussed down to meet Sze Ya&YeeFei at sch busstop& went to YeeFei house.

accompany her to see doctor after that went to hke !

had lots of fun with them crappinggg !

alicia,hannah,weien they all reach after awhile.

Hannah is getting crazier each day,i guess !

I LOVE MY BASKETBALL PEEPS <3

i can laugh like no one business when i'm with them.

played some matches&i was off back home.

&now i'm chatting with HANNAH&MY DEAREST COUSIN !

I LOVE YOU LAHHHH,HANNAH JANG HA YOUNG,you're so adorable (:

i'm off t study for my Chem test tmr

& off to bad sooonnnnnnnnnnnn !

goodnight&sweetdreams :D:D:D

2008-02-28T06:51:00.000-08:00

Months have past&Prelims&N-Level are soonnnnnnnn

Recently there's always tests&tests&tests

All sort of tests coming out nearly everyday.

omg.Please someone SAVE me !

Prelims

Part 1 : Term 2 Week 10

Part 2 : Term 3 Week 1

Countdown: 85 Days.

N Levels'

EnglishOral: 30 June - 4 July

Written: 4 September

Combined Humanities: 3 September

10 October

E-Maths: 29 September

Science (Chem/Phys): 29 September

Principles Of Accounts: 7 October

Chinese Listening Compre: 3 September

Oral: 28 - 29 July

Written: 2 September

Countdown: 94 Days

Chatting w Hannah right nw,she told me something that happen in school tday thats was sooooooooo amazing.She head-shotted someone w rubber band & cardboard paper becuase he bullied her ! lols. omg right ?. anyway nice shot,hannah.Keep it up.haha (: nice lesson for him so that he wont bully you again.th story started of w this guy here who is abt 3 heads taller than her,who like t hit her head.(th reason is th way he hit is not tap but which got those whack sound).hahas. :D & my dear Hannah couldnt hit him back beacuse he was too tall not that she's too short (: hannah couldnt stand it&thuoght of th idea of ruber band&cardbaord paper.she pulled the rubber band back to gain more potential energy so it could hit him hard! hahas.Hannah seh,used her knowledge of science that was thaught by the teachers in school.& surprisingly th rubber band flew & HIT RIGHT IN TH MIDDLE OF HIS HEAD.omg!

& thats how her evil laughter started in school for awhile.Okays,i was too bored so have been challenging hannah to see who bath faster,& th results is WE'RE EQUAL :D:D:D:D:D

HANNAH JANG HA YOUNG ROCKS KALA'S WORLD :D:D:D:D:D

there's sch tmr... ): fcuk man.

Spiderman please save me !

Goodnights'

2008-02-25T05:40:00.000-08:00

Alrights :DD This are the pictures taken at th National Museum during th :
GREEK MASTERPIECES FROM THE LOUVRE.

2008-02-23T21:39:00.000-08:00

15th Febuary 2008

I'm so glad tht my mum actually let me go out till late at night with my CLIQUESSS !
~~Once in awhile~~! hehh (: Went causeway t catch Ah Long Pte Ltd with Clique13. Unfortunately Marilou&YongThai didnt make it.SOB.SOB ): Met Shelly,Shirley,JPL,Kelvin,Javier,Thierry,Kin Fei, Ellvixson,Syl,
Jiehao,Edwin,Erming & Tingwei :D:D:D:D
Okays,total of 16people.WOW, Cathay cinema did earned alot from US !
Th movie was seriously FUNNY (: But th story line didnt make much sense.So yeah,overall,it was fine ! After th movie,met Marilou infront of th arcade at causeway. Slack at arcade waited for Kaiting before heading t luayusheng, but of course while slacking we took manymanymany photos ! I LOVE THEM SO SO MUCH LAHHH <3 had lots of fun with them ! Kaiting arrived at about 10pm which was th time Marilou had t go.I WAS FCUKING SADD WHEN MAILOU HAD TO GOOOOO ! FCUK MAN ): persuaded her t stay coz she was th one who organise, but unfortunately she cant.

Headed to some coffee shop @ Marsling. Lau-ed our yusheng and ate our dinner/supper. Shelly&I went home after that.We cab to JE,Shelly dropped there & I continued my journey home. THIS IS ANOTHER DAY WHICH WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED <3

23rd Febuary 2008

Met Fah on 185 & went t sch tgther.Yeah,was laughg like crazy. Thanks for her high-ness int the morning.Reached sch at 9.30am. WE WERE THE FIRST TO REACH,yeah,i know its lame. After awhile,Marilou&Rachel arrived ! Had chit-chat session for awhile. I paired with Fah on our excursion t th national museum. Tooks lots of photo with LOU,Rachel,Fah ! They're lovely <3Thanks for everything that day.Had lots of fun with you guys.
Didnt want t go home after that.The musuem was like so huge&beautiful.
I want to go there with my DEAREST COSUIN & FRIENDS next time !!
Okays,shall end everything here.
PHOTOS TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :DDDDDDD
These photos are all taken on Friday night.

P.S.The photos taken at th museum will be post next time when i receive them frm FAH.

2008-01-26T23:15:00.000-08:00

WOW,
it's been so long since I last post.
OKAY,I know my blog is veryyyyyyyyy deaddddddddd !
anyway I've been busy with school work & alot of other things.
I've been very lazyyy to blog too !
there's two special occasion I wanna post abt.
So,I'll let the picture do the talkings (:

22nd January
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,KIN FEI <3
sang lots of birthday songs for him tday !
& we bought 16 balloons($16) for him & wrote :
HAPPY BDAY KIN FEI,CLIQUE13.
hope he had a very great and memorable day.
after school went to eat prata & we played with the helium gas (:
then we went to slack at 320 and we played pepsi-cola (:
it was damn funnyyyyyyy there <3
No regret spending the wolde day with my beloved oness !
I LOVE CLIQUE 13 FOREVER

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WONG KIN FEI

Group Photo with Clique 13 & others
( Missing out Marilou;Rocker )

Group Photo with Clique 13 & others again
( Missing out Marilou;Rocker )

BALLOONS IS LOVEEEEEEEEEE :D

Once again,HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KIN FEI <3

26th January
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE ELLVIXSON <3 (28th January)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KIN FEI <3 (22nd January)
i'll let the pictures do the talking once again !

Kelvin's Baby is sooo cuteeeee

alright,I'll end my post here
havg math & physics class test tmr
& i'm havg WEST ZONE tmr.
We're versus clementi townnnn !!
ALL THE BESTTTTTTTTTTT TO USSSSSS <3

2008-01-10T06:11:00.000-08:00

Omfcukggod !
Had PE today & it was aboslutely T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E !
Mr. S_ made us do 10 push up in the morning.
before runng 2 rpunds around the sch within 8fcukgminutes.
Shelly & I came in late and was punish to do another 30 push up.
Arghhh.!

Had Chinese followed by Math before recess.
i was half asleep during chinese,idk why too !
couldnt help it,my eyes were dyg to close.

Math was fine too !
except for the part when Mr.N_ came checkg our hw !
wtf ! i did my all my hw and he said i did only 2 sums !
hey,you pa jiao ar ? want me help you do new specs ? L-A-M-E.

had recess,then assembly.
there was prize giving ceremony for the EAGLES award and all.
rotted there at the stuffy yet lack of oxygen hall for 1hour !
i swear,it could killl me if we were to stay there longer.

went back to class for SS after that,
the lesson was fun,with Mdm T_.
especially when she scolded syl & edwin !
damn funnyyyyyy (; hah.
She's been catching my hair since the first day !
today she priase me but still abit of nagging.

Teachers been coming in talkg about N'level again & again!
i'm actually starting to freak out.

Accompanied Marilou to grab sthg to eat as she was gg SP open house!
back to student corner to find the rest and slack down there before leaving for IMM.
Shirley & I wnt IMM to find

CRAZYMATE (:
KARYONG (:
JOYCE (:

it been like fcukg long since i last saw them !
It was great to see them again.I'M HAPPY (:
lunched at The Cafe Cartel with them.
We were luaghing Non-Stop.hahas.
went giant to check out things & prices for Jw upcoming birthday BBQ.
Shirley and I decided to leave.

2007-10-30T09:42:00.000-07:00

Hey people !
I won't be blogging for sometime now.
I'm currently in thailand!
Will be back soon okay! Tag me :) !

Loves

2007-10-22T22:58:00.000-07:00

HELLO KALA!!!!!!!!!!
LADY HERE!:D:D:D:DD
LOVELOVEYOU![:

School tday is shitty. LOL
Went t music room in th first period, till th end of the day.
For some stupid sexual education.
We (Me, Shirley, Yongthai, Kelvin, Kinfei, Edwin, Theirry), ponned the lesson. Went t Student Corner @ first, but th teacher walked passed us.
We went up t th ML room t play cards till break time.
It was superrrr fun~ haha.
Went back up after break time. Some one bao toh-ed, so have t go back.
Javier went back t his own class. blahblah~

We ran(like maddd) t find th guys @ th bus stop after school.
Went t JE with Shirley t settle th Jap class thing.
Then RANNNNNNNN again for the stupid 334 bus-.-
Waited for Javier at th Parc Oasis Enterance like so long lah.
SHORT LEGS~:D

Came up t edwin's house..
NOW THEY ARE PLAYG DOTA & EATG EXPIRED CHOCOLATES.
confirm lau sai later. lolol.

SHUTUP LAH JAVIER TOH!lol.
-.- you old shit. hahahahahahha!
ermmm..waitg for theirry & we're off t cycle :D

2007-10-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

helloooooooo :D
decided to create a new blog
so here i am publishing :)

tday went out with nim,my lovely cousin for things t bring back for my family :]
headed t pennisular t get my black skinny jeans ! i'm so happy :p
saw a nike leather bag.awww..so NICEEEEEEE !

headed t bugis street t shop for little miss tees and lunch.bought 4 little miss tees &
a electric blue top & a watch ! th weather was effg hot ): gosh.... it was unbearable !
but after all i had an enjoyable day with my cousin :]

suppose to meet marilou on my way back home but we didnt,as she had to rush home before 8pm.
how sad :[ didn see her for a few days alrdy.I MISS YOU,ROCKER !
i'm so happy there's no sch tmr,promotion day ! Yessssssssss :D

anw let's hope that i would continue t blog for as long as possible.
thanks to J-min,Shannon & YiJun or else i wouldn't have this blog.
Thank You <3

i need to take a bath now,
and off t bed =/,
nights to all

2007-10-21T07:29:00.000-07:00

wait for me ,
i`m coming soon !

(: