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Monday, July 6, 2009

"You're still the one I kiss good night"

Helloooooooooooo

Its' JULY noww, another month closer to O's which is stressing me as each day passes !It's been more than a month since i last updated my blog! hahas. & im back updating now, i know its like finally ! hahas. anyway i'm sorry to those who were waitg for my postt (: was very tired and busy from my trip from Bangkok. anyway holiday was extended just for me due to th fact that i was back from a country that was badly affected by H1N1 ! should i be happy or sad ? hahas. was so shock to hear that i MUST be quarentine at home for 7 effing days ! anyway dont worry, i'm not that lucky to be affected (: i wasnt able to step out of th house as mention becuase MOE issue Leave Of Absence ( LOA ) to me ! so yes, i stayed at home and finished up all my undone homework during th holidays. & without fail, more homeworks were delivered to my houseee (: tomorrow would finally be th day i can attend school after 1 week ! damn happy (: but sad to say, there would be no more chances of me sleeping in th morning and waking up at around 12pm th following day ): Tests and mock papers are awaiting for us !

Tuesday-Mock exam for E-math Paper 2 & Social Study.
Thursday- Physics Test ; Chapter 1 - 6

okay, thats all for nowww (:

gg to study for those mock papers.

do keep my tagboard alive people (:

Hit me like a ray of sun

Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want

Think I'm addicted to your light

♥

Monday, June 1, 2009

ITS JUNE, EVERYBODY !

okay, today's 1st of June which officially marks th Chinese O'level Mid-Year Papers ! frankly speaking, to me, this paper wasn't that easy even though alot of people are saying that it was managable. been preparing for this paper during th weekends and i really hope my effort is gg to be paid off when i recieve my result in a couples of months time. Thanks to M,S,Q,love and my girlf for guiding me on what to study for chinese during th past few days. so as i've mention earlier on, its th start of june which symbolizes alot of things ! firstly, its another month closer to O'level & its also our 1 month holiday ! but to those graduating classes, i dont think we can call it a holiday uh ? homeworks are awaiting for us to get it done, going back to school to attend extra classes, mock exam and also workshop is all schedule for th month ! i guess i'll spend my holidays doing pass exam papers of others school and also my revision for other subjects !

& there goes my homework list for th month, please take a look at it (:
& dont forget to wish me all th best and happy doing it!

Firstly, Kranji Secondary Emaths P1 & P2
Secondly, Jurong Secondary Emaths P1 & P2
Thirdly, ACS Emaths P1 & P2
Fourthly, Cedar Girls' Emaths P1 & P2
.......Bedok North Secondary POA P1 & P2
..........Commonwealth Secondary POA P1 & P2
...........Gan Eng Seng Secondary POA P1 & P2
............. Hong Kah Secondary POA P1 & P2
................1 Composition and 2 composition planning
.................... Geography revision notes on River & Coast
.....................Borders Perspectives Issue 3 & 4 (read & attempt qns inside)
......................2 English P2

okay, that all for homeworks ! finish gg down th list ?
guess i'll work had starting from tomorrow onwards !
Now is no time to think of what you do not have but to think of what you can do with that there is!

P.S. i'm sorry for what has happen tnight, its my fault
xoxo

Friday, May 22, 2009

TGIF (:
thank god its friday !

basically, i'm now at love house blogging. so yeah, as i mention above, i'm very happy that this week has finally ended ! i've been dreading to go to school for th whole of last week and next week. you knw why ? because of th intensive mother tongue revision that my school has prepared for those graduating classes.16 hours of chinese for this whole week. 3 hours of chinese on Mon,Tues,Wed and Fri while on Thurs there was 4hours of chinese. i swear th lesson was damn dry ! first 2 periods and last period was all occupied by CHINESE!!! & guess what its officially about 9 more days to O level chinese. i'm really gg to study hard for chinese, i promise ! time managment from now onnnn.. (: next week would be normal lesson for th first two days while th rest of th days would be our mother tongue marathon again. okay, i'm gg to complete my chinese homework for now ! i've got so much to do, 2 compo and 1 letter writing ! jia you jia you :DDDD

anyway as for tday i was waitg for th last bell to ring impatiently while doing my chinese compo! went to catch night at th museum 2 with my classmate at jurong point. May and Rona didnt join us as they had something on ! what a watse man. anyway th movie was damn hilarious ! dont forget to catch that movie (: meet love right after that!

Bye for nowwwwwww (:
will be blogging more tomorrow.
homework,homework,homework
toodles!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

F. L. W.

F stands for Failure - person who does not succeed
L stands for Loser - person that fails
W stands for washout - One that fails completely.

these three pathetic words describe how i feel right now! dont bother askg me why becuase i'll just keep my mouth shut and i wont say a single word out. i really have no idea on what and how i should do. someone please save mee ! i'm not askg for a distinction, i just want a pass and i'll be satisfied with it. teachers have been coming up to me and askg me th reason why my grades are dropping so much ! you knw what, my grades are like those roller coaster ride in those amusement or theme park people usually plays. those rides which reaches the top of the incline, and roll free of the chain and are propelled downward by gravity through a series of drops, rises, and turns and that best describe my grades that are dropping from a great height at a fast speed ! without th teachers askg me, i'm alrd very disappointed as i reflect myself with th results i achieve. i'm not performing up to th standard i should be getting and th standard teachers have been setting for me ! failure is all i can say ! i'm feelg very vexed and dissatisfied. what th eff lahhh ! everytime i take a glance at my results, i feel so demoralised, seriously. & now that we're inform that there would be meet-th-parents session on 3rd June, you'll definitely, hundred percent plus chop, see me dead ! i guarantee all of those who is readg my blog ):

i seriously need to reflect on what i've been doing since 2009 has started !
i need someone to motivate me
i need someone to cheer me up
i need someone to help me stand back on my feet becuase i'm too weak to do it alone
i need someone to show me th route that i should be walkg/heading to because i'm lost
i need someone to be there for me when i fall.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

I ♥ FREEDOM
I ♥ FREEDOM
I ♥ FREEDOM

Today marks the last day of the mid year examinations for all jurongville secondary school pupils ! its th last day, should we call it a celebration uh ? MYE's FINALLY over after so much stress and those late night that i have been burning midnight oil due to my last minute revision !. but its not all over yet, O level chinese & Science Mock papers are coming up during th june holidays. anyway th last papers for tday, Science Paper 1 & 2, wasnt really well done. science paper 1 was still managable as it was MCQ's, and if i was really at my wits end, i could still used elimination method for those choices given. science paper 2 which was physics was killing me ! didnt expect it to turn out so difficult, had a tough battle agasint it !

Well, all i know now is that I can even predict that all my results are gg to be extremely bad & i really mean bad ! dont even dare to think of th consequences when my parents see my report card ! but there's no point crying over a spilt milk, we must face th music ! anyway, been counting th number of subjects i take which is a total of 6 and i've predicted that i'll only pass 1 subject ! hahahahahahs, what a joke. how am i gg to do well for O's ? bet people dont even believe that i'm actually an O'level student this year ! i guess th day i receive my report book is gg to be a nightmare for me ! hahas, i guess th only thing now is that i must stop my last minute revision before its too late! hahas. my friends and i are even thinkg of buying a shredder ! hahas, okay, thats super lame ! whatever (:

after which, me, shelly, may & xinying went to jurong point to catch " The Uninvited." before that went to grab lunch at lai lai kitchen then to harris for 1 hour and to popular for another 1 hour ! how pathetic right ? we needed to waste time so as we were so bored of walkg around jp, we had to occupy ourself by gg to bookstore ! lols. i'll rate th movie 3 out of 5 ! but nevetheless, i had a great time with my friends.

nothing much happen this week as i only attend school 2 days out of th 5 days ! (:

bye, for now!
do keep my tag board alive ppl (:
xoxo

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

E-Math & POA = F9
okay, its obvious about what i want to post for tday !

went to school and sat for both E-math and Poa paper 1 tday. E-math was really driving me insane ! those calculation and formulas are killing my brain cells ! When th teacher announced th start of th paper, i was so excited to see th types of question that would be asked ! i smiled happily to myself after seeing th question on page 1. everything went smoothly for that page and as i flipped open th next page, th question were getting more and more difficult. I told myself that it was okay and that i should stay calm and skip to th next question. but guess what, after lookg at th next question i cant help myself but to say,"Okay nevermind, skip first, next question. this phrase was repeatedly said until there was no more next question,I was already on the very last page. it was written at th bottom : end of paper ! how wonderful can that be ? I looked back at what I have done. & OMG, I only managed to complete 1/3 of the paper. how pathetic right ? counted th question i left blank and it accumulated to a total of 30 marks ! wtf, have i been doing ! th total mark for that particular paper was over 80 ! stared at th clock and i was left with less than 15 minutes ! tried to applied whatever i learnt to those question that was left blank earlier on. manage to scribble something on those blank question. pheww !

Poa paper 1 was up next and it lasted for 1 hour ! surprisingly, i finish th paper within half an hour ! hahahas. LMAO ! you must be wondering why ? let me tell you something, its because i only know how to do 1 pathetic question ! YES, WELL DONE KALA, IS ALL I CAN SAY !

chemistry for nowwwwwwwwww.
toodles xD

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

P-a-t-h-e-t-i-c !

4th May 2009, Monday !

only th word pathetic can describe my feelgs for th whole day ! had both english paper 1 and 2 and also chinese paper 3. i did my englsih paper 1 pathetically ! what th fcuk. police report was manageable except for th composition part ! i was in a dilemma. i didnt know which question to choose among all th 5 questions ! its was a killer to me. i ended up choosing to write about friends. though i got alot to write and describe about th types of friends i have and everything, it was too sudden that i dunno where i should start writing and all which made me like a fool. i finish my composition super fast which lead my compo to have a length of half a side of a foolscape ! tell me how well i can score and how wonderful is that ? everyone wrote more than one side of th foolscape while i wrote only half of a side ! damn cool ! Paper 2 was much more better than I expected as i thought it would turn about to be a disaster too, but luckily it was not that difficult. both th passage was about plastic surgery. Passage A was alright but not B as it was mainly for summary. hahahas. after that had chinese paper 3 in th hall. I wasn't paying any attention to the text and anyway, I won't care for the result as I know that I have alrd scored very badly for both paper 1 and 2. so, my results are predictable.

5th may 2009, Tuesday !

so yeah, all i can say is all my hard work was paid off ! wheee (: you knw why ? becuase i was stress out th day before ! after spending a hour to memorise just waterfall, i'm happy that it came to a point that i was able to answer one of th question while th rest of th question was also manageable as i tried my best to recall what i had studied ! Social Study was also manageable except for source based question ! hahahas. just hope to see a good grade for combined humanities.

okay, guess i'll end here !
gg of to revise for both my e-math and poa (:
muggg hardddd