Saturday, March 28, 2009
I don't really know why but i feel so empty suddenly. After all this while... do i feel happy. Or is it just a fake smile covering my sorrow. I just need someone to fill up these empty thoughts.
We hold on to things the tightest,
when we are forced to let them go---
We always want things in a certain way,
when we know they can't be so.
Dreams always last the longest,
when they ae furthest from our reach---
And the lessons we can learn the most from,
are often the very ones we teach.
The grass is always the greenest,
when it lies on the othe side---
And the truths we preach to others,
are often thos we can't abide.
We hold fast to the things in a storm,
which are most likely to blow away---
And yet we neglect to wear sunscreen,
on a bright and sunny day.
We spend our time to see things,
when perspective is one thing we lack---
And we never appreciate what we've got,
until we can'tget it back.
We expect the whole world to give us a break,
and ye ironically we'll find---
That when others come asking the same of us,
we tell them they're out of their mind.
We tell everyone what's wrong with this world,
and we do nothing to make it right---
We complain about famililes falling apart,
and yet do nothing to keep them tight.
We preach about loving our neighbours,
and we teach children right from wrong---
But we never set good examples for them,
when real chances come along.
We complain about not having enough time in our lives,
to do what we must do---
Yet if we were given more hours in the day,
we'd use up all that, too.
We desire to be closer to all those we love,
yet all too often look from afar---
And when it comes to the truth do we want to change,
or remain forever as we are?
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Sometime i really wonder, what has happen to us. why is it that we ended up this way ? I'm really beat. Some of us give so much to the one we adore but in the end... i really dont understand why.
最怕空气突然安静
i'm most afraid that the air would suddenly be quiet
最怕朊友突然的关心
most afraid of the concern that friends sometimes give
最怕回忆突然翻滚
most afraid that memories would suddenly roll again
绞痛着不平息
hurting with no rest
最怕突然听到你的消息
most afraid of suddenly hearing news of you again
想念如果会有声音
if my longing had a voice
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
i wouldn't want it to be a sorrowful cry
事到如今
things have come to this
终於让自已属於我自已
i finally belong to myself again
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
just that i can't deceive myself yet because of the tears
突然好想你
i suddenly miss you
你会在哪里
where could you be
过的快乐或委屈
are you happy or sad
突然好想你
i suddenly miss you
突然锋利的回忆
the sudden piercing memory
突然模糊的眼睛
the suddenly blurred eyes
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
we are like the most beautiful song
变成两部悲伤的电影
turned into two sorrowful movies
为什麽你
why did you
带我走过最难忘的旅行
lead me on the most unforgettable jouney
然後留下最痛的纪念品
and then leave the most painful souvenir
我们那麽甜 那麽美
we were so sweet, so beautiful
那麽相信
so trusting
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
so crazy, so passionate in the past
为何我们
why did we
还是要奔向各自的幸福
have to run towards our different happiness
和遗憾中老去
and grow old with our regrets
突然好想你
i suddenly miss you
你会在哪里
where could you be
过的快乐或委屈
are you happy or sad
突然好想你
i suddenly miss you
突然锋利的回忆
the sudden piercing memory
突然模糊的眼睛
the suddenly blurred eyes
最怕空气突然安静
i'm most afraid that the air would suddenly be quiet
最怕朊友突然的关心
most afraid of the concern that friends sometimes give
最怕回忆突然翻滚
most afraid that memories would suddenly roll again
绞痛着不平息
hurting with no rest
最怕突然听到你的消息
most afraid of suddenly hearing news of you again
最怕此生已经决定自己过
most afraid of having decided to live this life alone
没有你却又突然
without you but yet suddenly
听到你的消息
hearing news of you again
Thursday, March 12, 2009
You know there are so many instances in a day that i can only choose to pen down those that mean something to me & its all about you. How i wish you'd know how much you mean to me. I could not pluck up the courage to say how special you are, there're no words or ways to show my love, or all the thoughts I'm thinking of you. And you still do not realise it. everyday, i hope that i can have you back by my side once again, though i know it's impossible. i used to turn to you when i'm down & you never fail to put that smile back on my face. but i guess i have no one to turn to right now at this very moment of time. after much consideration, all i want is to be someone whom you'll turn to when you need help or anything.
I've been alone so many nights now and I've been waiting for the stars to fall. every night when i close my eyes, it you. i really dislike waking up in the middle of the night because i was caught up thinking of you. Then i thought of you, thought of how i used to text you whenever i couldn't put myself to sleep,or when you call me up just to keep me company. every morning when i wake up its you're face. i'm very glad that at least i'm able to contact you once again after months has past! though it was just a casual talk btw us but it mean more than that. sometimes i wanted to text you, but somehow i can't help but wonder if we've missed out those days for too long. And maybe, things have changed. Or haven't they?
i was wonderg when will i get to see your smile once again. & i even if i really see i guess tears would roll down my face. Maybe you feel that by keeping silent won't hurt me. But it does, silence hurts more... Sometimes it makes me wonder if my message even means anything to you, & i guess it means nothing! Time passes so swiftly i can hardly catch my breath, what's on a constant repeat on my mind is everything you have said, yet it felt like you were true with those words. It didn't seem all like a dream, or was i dreaming all along.. I remembered telling you that you made me happy, i was really happy back then, waking up to hear your voice and to know you're there. Somehow it felt like it was happening, but i couldn't see that it wouldn't last, how blind could i be every time we're so close? silently, i hope the next message i will receive is from you. Foolish, and i don't know why too.
lastly, all i know is that i cherish every moment i had with you and everything you had done or said will always be kept in my mind. nothing can ever replace you nor change th way i feel for you. Memories are the best souvenirs you've given me (:
I do not need your sympathy, nor do i need your comments. Who I am referring to, is not your problem, dont bother askg me who is th person, or guessing who th person is, unless you admit it. It's just a random post by me which consist of my thoughts and feelgs for th past months.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
I have too much words left unspoken and i guess it's too late for everthing now. Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone without saying anything. Every moment without you, is a moment of time lost.
| Best Twilight Personality Quiz Your Result: Bella Swan You are most like Bella. You are self-deprecating at times, but try to be brave. You have an overwhelming ability to love and are very brave, although you don't think so. You are also smart, passionate, and serious. You hate to let people down. Congrats! |
| Jasper Hale | |
| Jessica Stanley | |
| Alice Cullen | |
| Jacob Black | |
| Rosalie Hale | |
| Edward Cullen | |
| Emmett Cullen | |
Best Twilight Personality Quiz
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
Friday, March 6, 2009
HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY GOH :DDDD
Jia you in everything you do &
i hope you did enjoy yourself that day (:
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Who do you think of each time you wake up to a brand new day?What if i tell you that i still feel the same way for you?There is someone who is constantly on my mind,someone who i've been missing all these while, someone whom i really wish to talk to right now...Ohhh-My-Goddd ! It's friday tomorrow & i cant wait for it to arrive, who doesn't right ? hahahas. anyway it's still the same routine as any other day, waking up early to school and stayg back after school for lesson or either gg for tuition !
Coming to think of it, tday's alrd 5th of march 2009, time really flies and it dont wait for us, it will just keep on ticking. & you know what, chinese O'level paper is just 2 months plus from nowwwww. how am i gg to score for it when i've been failg those tests in school ! omggg, i got to buck up on my chinese or else i guess i'm capable of achieving F9 for O's ! arghhhh. touch wood ! hahahas. give me at least a B4 and i'm more than satisfied. & so, tday's english lesson was way better thn th other usual english lesson as we were told to play a tongue twisting game! heh (: we were laughing at each other mistake on th pronouncation.after that had poa which was quite slack, thn recess, thn liveskill. & tdy's likeskill lesson happen to turn out very lively, & it was filled with many of our laughter! thanks to th boys for their jokes or else i guess everyone would be half dead like usual. had physics test for th last period and i was damn pathetic, like seriously damn pathetic. right after th paper, i found out that i lost 3 marks of careless mistake.
Right after school head to th market together with yong thai and shelly to have our lunch. Yong thai and Shelly left for tuition and i went home. & guess what, i slept for 4 freakg hours straight. hahahas. & i must admit that it was great. its been so long since i had a long and proper nap.P.S. Even if love is full of thorns, I'd still embrace it for I know that in between those thorns, there is a rose that's worth all the pain.
