Saturday, January 17, 2009
Emptiness isn't loneliness, it's the missing of you. i feel that life's a bore, nothing interests me now.things that make sense are making me miserable,they're the things that are causing such headache/stress.
i feel like just having a moment of silence, or maybe for a long period of time.i just dont feel happy anymore,and i really mean anymore.!i've been trying to put that S-U-P-E-R fake smile on my face,but its just so difficult to do so. i'm not happyyyyy !& everytime i try to do so, its hurts me even more and more.i'm just hopingg,wishg&waitig that some day you might appear right infront of me,once again.okay,enough of th shit i said or else this post is gonna be so emo!anyway school has started for like 2weeks(?) & guess what, teachers are bragging everyday. nothing else except :THE SUPER BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN O'LEVEL & N'LEVEL !anyway i'm very very very HAPPY to say that i've grown taller by 2 pathetic cm.at least,i've grown right ? HAHA. i'm just hoping i can grow tall till 170cm.okay,there's not much things happening in this few weeks yet but rather busy with school stuff. have been visiting some of those polytechnic open house & stayg back in school for science practical.not forgetting that big pile of homework givin by th teachers !ohhh, and before i forget about th release of O'level result. let me say something kay ?congratulation to those who have done well in thier O'level.& continue to do well in your future academic uh ! jia you :Dand,to those who wasnt please with their result or didnt do well,dont get dishearted. jia you in everything you do&dont ever think of giving up !"One has to remember that every failure can be a stepping stone to something better."seeing my friends drown with thier tears of both happiness and sorrows, just make me wanna cry together with them. th atmosphere in th hall was so tense.all i was thinkg was that its gonna be my turn reall soonnn & i ought to start studyg !right,i'll my post here for tonight.P.S. imissyousomuchhhhhhhhh ♥
