Thursday, February 19, 2009
I can't escape the thoughts of you, even in my dreams you are there. It's not fair how your gone, & how you're moving on so fast, while I am still living in the past which was once drown with memories of you and me spending our times together. i would be lying if i said i do not hold any feelings for you anymore, deep down inside i hold you special in my heart. I would be lying if i said i'm not the least angry with all the empty words you've given me back thn. Those words, were they said because you wanted me to tell you how i feel for you ? i guess so... Maybe right from the start, i shouldn't have hope for anything or see it coming. Oh well, sleepg late at nights & waking up early th next morning has been my routine for Monday to Friday and they're causing those super obvious eye bags seen on my face! HAHAHA. anyway went to science lab during th first period for pratical and we always have lots of fun there. & guess what, within that one hour, my class broke 4 test tube, power uh! LOLS. up next was free period as our english teacher was on leave and obviously we spent our time talkg & crapping away as usual. Mr. T_ came in and joke with us and left after awhile. had poa after that and its finally recess, th times i've been waitg for ever since th first period. after recess and liveskill which was freakg boring followed by chinese and last of all Physics ! HAHAHAS. had physics test and i've screwed it once again, how pathetic am i uh ? & finally, i get to meet Marilou Ariadne Chia tday after school. went 320 for awhile and we headed to th 500+ market for chicken porridge ! had a great time catching up with her & we seems to always have something to talk about. she never fail to put that smile on my face. went jurong point tday and i saw my primary school classmate. guess who, its th guy who has been my partner for my last two years or 1 year in rulang & he is Zi Jie :DDD & what a nice remark from him saying that i'm still as short as last time ! damn him (: walk around for awhile and went home to used th computer and watch tv.i've got so much homework awaitg for me to finish it up.& its piling up in my room and its gonna be a mountain soon.i'll end my post here for now .!
P.S. i cant seem to let go of th past & move on ):
someone please save meeee from all these things !
