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Thursday, May 21, 2009

F. L. W.

F stands for Failure - person who does not succeed
L stands for Loser - person that fails
W stands for washout - One that fails completely.

these three pathetic words describe how i feel right now! dont bother askg me why becuase i'll just keep my mouth shut and i wont say a single word out. i really have no idea on what and how i should do. someone please save mee ! i'm not askg for a distinction, i just want a pass and i'll be satisfied with it. teachers have been coming up to me and askg me th reason why my grades are dropping so much ! you knw what, my grades are like those roller coaster ride in those amusement or theme park people usually plays. those rides which reaches the top of the incline, and roll free of the chain and are propelled downward by gravity through a series of drops, rises, and turns and that best describe my grades that are dropping from a great height at a fast speed ! without th teachers askg me, i'm alrd very disappointed as i reflect myself with th results i achieve. i'm not performing up to th standard i should be getting and th standard teachers have been setting for me ! failure is all i can say ! i'm feelg very vexed and dissatisfied. what th eff lahhh ! everytime i take a glance at my results, i feel so demoralised, seriously. & now that we're inform that there would be meet-th-parents session on 3rd June, you'll definitely, hundred percent plus chop, see me dead ! i guarantee all of those who is readg my blog ):

i seriously need to reflect on what i've been doing since 2009 has started !
i need someone to motivate me
i need someone to cheer me up
i need someone to help me stand back on my feet becuase i'm too weak to do it alone
i need someone to show me th route that i should be walkg/heading to because i'm lost
i need someone to be there for me when i fall.